Holy shit. My mom came into my room to bring me a plate of chicken nuggets and I literally screamed at her and hit the plate of chicken nuggets out of her hand. She started yelling and swearing at me and I slammed the door on her. I'm so distressed right now I don't know what to do. I didn't mean to do that to my mom but I'm literally in shock from this post rn. I feel like I'm going to explode. Why the fucking fuck are you not a decent human being? This can't be happening. I'm having a fucking breakdown. YOU ARE NOT WELCOME HERE! I don't want to believe the world is so problematic. as a white person, I want a future to believe in. I want you to just shut up and listen and let that sink in. I cannot fucking deal with this right now. It wasn't supposed to be like this, I thought "Wow...just wow". This is so fucked. Im losing all faith in humanity.