Eminem - 3 a.m. (Official Video)

Enza · 2021-08-03T10:34:09+00:00

I know, I really thought Obama would be more of a lil nas x guy.

Enza · 2021-08-02T18:01:41+00:00

If anyone listens to this and wonders why there are vocal fillers like the classic blink-styled nanana’s, just with “lalala’s” & the songs are so simple, it’s because these are all unfinished demos & all the instrumentals are by Tom, his drummer or producer.

This was meant for the new blink album, but then Matt Skiba joined blink-182. These were some concept songs he had made and was going to bring to the table to discuss with the guys (hence them being simple), he left spots and markers for Mark’s possible verses, which is where the vocal filler comes into play.

Some of the songs are still pretty good tho imho. Would’ve been great if they were actually finished.

Enza · 2021-08-02T17:43:22+00:00

Just add an ^ before each word! ^You ^{^can} ^{^{^add}} ^{^{^up}} ^{^to} ^four “up arrows” in a row before a word.

Enza · 2021-08-02T01:24:10+00:00

I don’t.

bring out the scantily clad women on poles, turneth on thy music, and let the “strong drink” flow!

Enza · 2021-08-02T01:18:45+00:00

Americans say:

^Americans ^say:

^{^Americans} ^{^say:}

^{^{^Americans}} ^{^{^say:}} ^{^{^whoever}} ^{^{^created}} ^{^{^this}} ^{^{^bot,}} ^{^{^never}} ^{^{^fuqed}} ^{^{^b4.}}

Enza · 2021-08-02T00:59:16+00:00

It felt euphoric being there, like being on drugs

You go to live shows sober?! 😘

I’m glad you had a great time dude!! I never really got into FoB or Greenday - I can see why people like them. I just could never stand Pete Wentz for some reason lol. I like Weezer tho! The interrupters were good? Never heard of them, I’m gonna check em out!

And got damn @ having bought the tickets two years ago! I know a lot of bands that had shows planned straight up cancelled and refunded. So that was cool of them that they didn’t do that. But two years... must have felt good finally letting that musical nut fly!

Btw, since you like FoB, peep this song, you prolly never heard of it - it was originally meant for their new album but they gave it to blink lol Patrick wrote one of the verses (forget which) as well as the chorus, which was supposed to be for a new FOB song, but he gave it to blink.

They built this whole song around the chorus, so it really is a fall out boy song with some blink members performing it lol: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fof6vYITQ3w

But damn dude that’s awesome - can’t wait to go to my first corona era show. I can tell you had a great time haha, I miss that feeling and excitement. I miss feeling the music in your body/bones/soul, and moving in unison to a bunch of strangers around you who love the songs for the same reasons as you.

Edit: fuck autocorrect.

Enza · 2021-08-01T01:11:06+00:00

i c wat u did thar

Enza · 2021-07-31T15:30:48+00:00

Lucky!!! How was it?

I haven't been to a concert since.. I'm kinda dying for a live show.

Enza · 2021-07-31T01:35:56+00:00

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ENXvZ9YRjbo

Enza · 2021-07-28T06:32:35+00:00

Wow, never saw that animated clip and it’s attention to detail (the main character is sleeping under a devils trumpet that’s dripping on him; the nightshade family can be absorbed by the skin, it’s a deadly hallucinogen/poison & everyone agrees the experience is bad and not worth it, yet people still do it lol) is amazing, love stuff like that, thanks for sharing!

And salvia is actually more akin to ketamine, it’s a mu-opioid & NMDA antagonist.

DMT is completely different, still doesn’t sound fun though lol! I don’t think you’d be able to get up on dmt. Just turn to your side to purge and puke.

Enza · 2021-07-28T06:03:43+00:00

Jason, I gotta say, you’re proof practice makes perfect.

Your memes and the memes you share are getting funnier and funnier.

Enza · 2021-07-28T05:42:32+00:00

Everyone knows If you put a bunch of Political/Hollywood affiliated gay people together, especially during “Pride Month”, with meth or other stimulants, a disaster follows known as the four P’s (or ❤️P🧡P💛P💚P💙^{^P💜} ):

People perishing, Prostate Fluids, Poop Everywhere, Prolapse, and ^{^pedophilia.}

(the last “P” is silent).

Enza · 2021-07-28T05:24:36+00:00

🌶 😍spicy😍 🌶

Enza · 2021-07-28T03:12:35+00:00

I’d never try salvia. Ever.

I’m not a drug person already, but fuck salvia especially.

Enza · 2021-07-27T13:04:27+00:00

B12 is amazing for your body, brain and CNS - period.

Enza · 2021-07-27T13:02:49+00:00

I think he accidentally admitted the existence of aliens in this clip lol

Enza · 2021-07-27T09:17:03+00:00

His woman is amazing.

They met over a mobile dating app and she fell in love with his personality, despite having no arms or legs.

Then he wanted to have a dead man’s donor arms transplanted onto him (I can understand why someone would want real arms again, to feel, sensation, but donor arms??! Taking anti-rejection and immune-represent drugs for the rest of your life so your body doesn’t reject the arms?!).

Imagine being touched by another persons arms and fingers.. who is dead? Frankenstein’d onto another person? She was against it and still sat by his side, afraid the whole 16 hour surgery and getting updates every two hours, not sleeping.

Next chapter, he comes home, and the nerves and muscles have to heal. He literally has to call her each time he needs his ass wiped, or his teeth brushed for a year (when that wasn’t a problem before when he met her with the prosthetics rather than the arm transplants). You truly have to love someone to care for them like that.

She’s also pretty and seems to have an awesome personality to top it all off, he’s a lucky guy (in some ways, with all due respect)! I just can’t for the life of me understand why he didn’t opt for robotic arm and leg transplants when they’re really starting to become something and have been for the last few years; he wouldn’t have risked the pain, death from surgery, or put his significant other through what he did (although she was fine with it - and he felt terrible about it).

And to me, most important of all, they’re not some dead dudes donor arms, I don’t have to take 6 pills every morning that affect my renal system and other organs, or suppress my immune system - I just have brand new robotic arms, customized for me, I don’t feel but each finger works and I can apply varying degree of pressure - so much less creepy, so much more viable. I just don’t see the allure to the path he’s chosen outside of regaining some sensation again, possibly.

Odd medical path overall to recovering himself, nothing but respect for his powerful mindset and courage.

Enza · 2021-07-27T06:19:36+00:00

I agree, and especially with outdoor grows, no topping!

I removed very little fan leaves, and the ones I removed were blocking sunlight from hitting the soil. No nutrients or boosters used until the final 2 and half months at the flowering stage, just used a mild organic nutrient you mixed with water that was chemical free and organic - basically was a concentrated dose of what was already in the soil I was using.

My bag-seed plant did so well I believe because it was planted in peat moss, and I didn’t know at the time that was harvested from wet lands and what damage it does to the environment. Never supported that again.

But boy does cannabis like peat moss.

Enza · 2021-07-27T06:13:53+00:00

https://www.dailymotion.com/video/x5lli2

Uploaded 13 years ago

Lol

Enza · 2021-07-27T05:11:54+00:00

“Science”.

Enza · 2021-07-27T03:38:18+00:00

Migraines and epilepsy are kinda similar in some ways! They’re glitches in certain parts of the brain brought on by negative stimuli and usually involve swelling. Meds that work for one or the other, also usually help interchangeably, especially drugs that are anti inflammatory like cannabis or Diclofenac.

This drug is not well known in the US, but it’s the only NSAID that crosses the blood brain barrier, enters the CNS, and reduces brain swelling (which is involved in both seizures and migraines), I love it honestly (the lowest dose, 50 mg, literally gets rid of brainzaps/partial seizures within 15 min, and better than klonopin/benzos for sure). It’s just very strong so the max dose is 150 mg a day, which is fucking high; that’s the equivalent of your daily dose of ibuprofen.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Diclofenac

If you’ve never heard of this medicine, it could help you!

An additional indication is the treatment of acute migraines.[15] Diclofenac is used commonly to treat mild to moderate postoperative or post-traumatic pain

Studies are also coming out on its anticonvulsant properties:

https://www.researchgate.net/publication/306922538_Effect_of_diclofenac_sodium_on_seizures_and_inflammatory_profile_induced_by_kindling_seizure_model

The treatment with diclofenac sodium, in the PTZ induced kindling model, decreased severity of seizures and interleukin-6 and TNF-α levels in the hippocampus of animals treated with doses of 5 and 10 mg/kg. New studies are needed to investigate a new therapeutic approach in the treatment of epilepsy with this anti-inflammatory non-steroidal drug.

Enza · 2021-07-27T03:31:10+00:00

Yeah, there are people who don’t get auras.. I feel really bad for them.. at least I know it’s coming. And god forbid those people are insistent on getting a drivers license, find a new neuro and lie to him and take benzos or something to make their eeg look semi-normal.. not only will they kill themselves if they go out in the car, they’ll kill a lot of people.. I never, ever drive if I’m not feeling well. I wouldn’t be able to live with the fact that I killed people over traveling for no reason.

The only psychedelic I’ve ever had is ketamine at a doctors office, I fucking hated it. Because of epilepsy, I don’t like the feeling of not being in control of my body - it scares me. This is partially why I don’t drink alcohol period.

Enza · 2021-07-27T03:22:15+00:00

This is likely a migraine (believe it or not they have auras and can make you feel strange too!), if not they could be partial seizures that aren’t spreading (which is good). Do you feel “brain zaps”, like electricity/glitches in reality?

Only sure-fire way to know what that is, is to get an EEG. While having an eeg, they run many tests on you. It’s like a torture device lol.

They flash lights in your face at increasing and decreasing speeds, put head phones on you that have this loud as woodpecker sound get louder and louder, switching slowly from one headphone to the other, until that shit makes you dizzy.. you also have to hyperventilate for 5-10 minutes, which is the worst. My body shakes like a mother fucker uncontrollably (doesn’t feel seizure related), after forced intense hyperventilating (they tell you to go as hard as possible, it’s not like being out of breath from running, you breath in fast and hard, breath out fast and hard).

But yeah dude, an eeg would tell for sure even if you’re feeling partials. I suspect it’s migraines tho, and those are no fun either! I believe eegs can measure those too, not sure.

Edit: you should check my comment above about:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Diclofenac

It’s not a psychoactive or scheduled drug so a doctor would have no problem prescribing it. It could improve your quality of life!

Enza · 2021-07-26T13:37:12+00:00

But not the joking type of Dutch oven, the real torture type of Dutch oven.

Enza · 2021-07-26T09:07:46+00:00

Dude you have no idea how bad my life has been with doctors (the only reason some doctors believed is because they saw it, physically and measured it with multiple eegs). I laughed when I read your comment (just remembering some of the assholes I had to go through as a late teen who thought I was a stupid kid who wanted nothing more than to get high off benzos, which ironically, I can’t feel because of my type of epilepsy. My GABA-A receptors are mutated).

It’s like trying to find a needle in a hay stack, a good doctor who treats you with respect, listens, and pays attention to you, your weight, how you look, is willing to run different tests, and prescribe what helps.

I feel for you and hope things get better dude. I hope you find a doctor who believes or helps you! 💜

Enza · 2021-07-25T16:37:19+00:00

This video is half the length and is shorter: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vaxJzSUn3PM

It too, pretty much accurately describes my experience except it doesn’t sound as scary from his perspective unless he’s holding back. One of the worst parts of having a seizure disorder (really, what epilepsy is - epilepsy is just a blanket term for seizure disorders which vary from individual to individual), is how stigmatized and uneducated people are as to how terrible it actually feels, before and after. I’ve met many ignorant people who thought the fact that I developed epilepsy meant my cognitive or intellectual abilities were impaired (I mean they are, but that’s not from epilepsy, I’m just a natural-born retart).

It feels like the most insidious, evil psychedelic drug, before and after, and waking up from it is horrible - for the first 30-60 min you don’t know where you are, who you are, what reality or earth even is, until you just snap to at a moment in time. Going into it the confusion and deja vu are intense, and it feels like you’re being chased by something more evil than evil. And during the experience, you’re literally in a black void. You have no thoughts. No feelings or emotions. All I know for sure is there’s blackness, but you don’t think. You aren’t fine or not fine with the situation as nothing matters, you can’t think. There is no you. Some part just recognizes there’s a darkness and it can feel like forever, which feels like what leads to part of the confusion when coming to.

Just thought people would find this interesting as it isn’t often talked about and seizures are very stigmatized. They don’t affect you intellectually, and brake dancing isn’t as fun or funny as it looks tbh. I can respect a good seize the day joke tho.

Enza · 2021-07-24T04:09:28+00:00

Within seconds of seeing her, hearing her voice, her facial expression, I knew on a primal, instinctual level, she was destined to become my waifu.

UwU.

Enza · 2021-07-22T12:23:50+00:00

https://preview.redd.it/e7zkwxsomqc71.jpg?width=1080&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=7375d30e2b2dc231042d6ffb4144ea914fe187b8

https://preview.redd.it/anyqqpuomqc71.jpg?width=1080&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=ddb384bccdcc363da08318271eb89ef5adfabe5b

Enza · 2021-07-22T10:20:39+00:00

This video is so old, and randomly someone links to it every couple of years and every time I see it I laugh.

This time I caught it from here lol: https://www.reddit.com/r/druggardening/comments/ooq24y/when_the_adderall_kicks_in/

(I know, seriously, fuck Reddit. The only reason I use it is for a specific sub I’m sure you know of, and in the meanwhile I am subbed to like 3 other subs I find interesting and useful that make up my front page. Drug gardening is one of them - if it weren’t for that sub, this medicine would have never been!: https://imgur.com/a/gVlNJLg, as an epileptic, that was honestly such a medicinal home grow and users there helped me and taught me to do a late harvest and allow the trichomes to amber so there’s more cbd and cbn, less thc. That sub is truly great for medical/natural drug gardening, and as I’m sure you’d assume, everyone is kind and friendly there - no clown world lmao).

I was working on making a sub like that here with an IP2 user way back in the day but it just never happened :( wasn’t much interest and dude dipped when IP2 had to leave due to the attacks on SaidIt from people who wanted IP2 gone.

Enza · 2021-07-21T11:43:58+00:00

This motherfucker just used a speech about how corporations, media and politicians are coming at us from every angle and each time we consume something digitally we’re going into “mindless learning mode”, which can in turn lead to us being programmed, consumer addicts without even realizing it - then hypocritically advertised both of his bands albums which are also about the same topic 😂

So he’s aware of the dopamine feedback loop, social media and consumer addiction - is making a psa about it saying you can get in so deep you’re not even aware - and is advertising two different albums about the topic that are unique cuz they mean something lmao.

This dude is a good salesman. Not that I disagree with anything he said, but if this was solely a psa, why the band AND double album shoutout, even flashing the album artwork quick.

This shit was a funny meta advertisement lmao!

Enza · 2021-07-21T09:19:32+00:00

I’ve been learning a lot about Tyson lately as I was really into his podcast when it first started and still enjoy it to this day.

I never knew his daughter passed when she was four due to trying to run on his treadmill. This video clip broke my heart, seeing how Mike has transformed over the years. It really seems like DMT saved him, not to go all Joe Rogan. After the DMT ceremony, he seemed like himself still, but just at peace.

There was a long period of time where Mike was not at peace with himself, was self-medicating heavily, and the media tore him apart.. what was going on behind the scenes, was fucked up though.

I know Mike uses violent words to describe his emotions and feelings, but I honestly see the dude as a gentle giant - at the end of this clip he said “I just have to grow up.. I have to start being a man”, because he couldn’t take it and ended the interview because he started to cry..

He’s more self-aware than the media every portrayed him to be, he just had serious demons and although everything looked golden for him, things were still tough and got bad..

Enza · 2021-07-20T22:35:11+00:00

I made this our “new second announcement” - we’ve had the Lao Tzu video up there for over a year now as our second announcement (which I still recommend anyone who comes across this to check out, it relates to this in some ways too!), and I like this video a lot - It truly is great life advice I think everyone could benefit from.

I hope anyone who comes across this gets some benefit from both the OP & Lao Tzu video!

Enza · 2021-07-20T22:28:33+00:00

I don’t really agree with this video.

Yes, there was a leader - but I don’t believe Fight Clubs’s “followers” were blind or ignorant followers (“the space monkeys”). They too, had come to the same conclusion about life and society as did the main character/“Tyler”. They too were upset and tired of the corruption and bullshit. So they were introduced to fight club.

They weren’t mindless followers. They were into it 100%, life pushed them to that point like it pushed the main character into creating Tyler, an alter ego who could take the form of a leader and was charismatic. There was no fight club when he broke; so he made it. Had there been one and he was handed a card or invited to a fight club as were the others, he would have become a “space monkey” too.

Enza · 2021-07-20T19:07:43+00:00

Abra kadabra, Alakazam!

^{^arePokémon}

Enza · 2021-07-19T06:37:53+00:00

I wish you were my parent and raised me. And I’m no salesman or hoe.

Happy birthday, big brain, I genuinely hope it’s a good one!

Edit: Axiom 7 - did you know the root origin of the word pain, actually means to be punished?

“I’m in pain..”

“I’m in punishment”..

pain (n.)

Late 13th century - Peine - "the agony suffered by Christ"; c. 1300, "punishment," especially for a crime, "legal punishment of any sort" (including fines and monetary penalties); also "condition one feels when hurt, opposite of pleasure," (modern), including mental or emotional suffering, grief, distress; from Old French peine "difficulty, woe, suffering, punishment, Hell's torments" (11c.), from Latin poena "punishment, penalty, retribution, indemnification" (in Late Latin also "torment, hardship, suffering"), from Greek poinē "retribution, penalty, quit-money for spilled blood," from PIE-kwei - "to pay, atone, compensate" (see penal).

Enza · 2021-07-17T05:48:48+00:00

This song came into my head as soon as I read the title.

Enza · 2021-07-16T19:33:53+00:00

Hypothetically, this song and video could have been put in a time capsule, dug up, released today and marketed as new, and people wouldn’t question this being a new Clipse track (myself included).

They (largely Pharrell & The Neptunes, no disrespect) were so underrated back then & way ahead of their time sonically. Artists like Eminem, 50 Cent, lil Wayne (which are all talented in their own way; don’t get me wrong) & one-hit-wonders like MIMS were taking up all of the spot light, it’s actually amazing.

Enza · 2021-07-16T18:16:40+00:00

I agree, thanks for sharing /u/JasonCarswell.

Xoxo

Enza · 2021-07-16T18:00:00+00:00

I wish I had seen this before I made your other video an announcement - it’s a shame we’re only allowed two announcements. Three or four, would be awesome and the perfect amount imho. Any more than that is unnecessary. Three is prolly the sweet spot.

But yeah, awesome video!

Enza · 2021-07-15T03:59:00+00:00

A more serious airsoft video (this is the video that lead me down the youtube airsoft rabbit hole): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yUCSiABn2ls

Seriously - this shit looks fun, and the community looks cool too. There are some bitches as there are in every community, but the age of players ranges from young to old, and outside of the op (like in the vid in this comment), people seem super chill.

It’s like doing gun combat scrimmages with different scenarios lol it really looks fun! I have to try it one day, but it seems expensive to get into..

Enza · 2021-07-15T00:38:37+00:00

I can respect all of that!

But I’m sure when the internet first came out, people felt the same way. The masses didn’t know where it would lead them 30 years later.

who knows what our future holds..

Edit: cuz img didn’t work: https://mobile.twitter.com/GameStop/status/1414696625218342933

Enza · 2021-07-14T21:29:01+00:00

⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️

Enza · 2021-07-14T21:23:58+00:00

Nah I was just responding to sword, not you! Sorry!!

Ima check it out, thanks!

Enza · 2021-07-14T18:29:02+00:00

but it’s a mindset

Hipster-pagan, without a doubt!

Enza · 2021-07-14T18:18:12+00:00

Edit: gonna remove this since you saw it as I’m already working on a template for another sub. PM me tho pls so I don’t forget!

Enza · 2021-07-14T17:07:25+00:00

Depends........

Are you in a metropolitan area?

Enza · 2021-07-14T16:42:14+00:00

Honestly, convoluted, no. Speculative yes. I’ve been following this too, the context all in order gave me this feeling too. Especially with the Tweets from the head developers of GameStop’s NFT. Then all the hidden messages in code, or straightforward ones like making and deleting an account within a day named “leavemeanon” which isn’t the first time that “phrase” has popped up from GameStop’s side either, while sharing insanely knowledgeable DD about the market, ETFs, and hinting at this being the ultimate solution.

GameStop also purposefully set their nft up for Bastille Day, and it fits the three month law for NFTs (they announced and started in April, so this was done on purpose date-wise). Everything combined, and in context, makes insane sense.

I understand if this is too tinfoil for you or anyone else tho, I know you’ll know what I mean (as will others), when I say this is a thing you had to be there for to truly feel, and these events that lead to this DD weren’t caught by everyone and happened slowly over months - yet are all linked by dates, statements or the phrase “game on anon” and “leave me anon”.

I still think people should read this without bias, and take this concept in for just a moment. Whether you believe it or not.

Enza · 2021-07-14T14:58:54+00:00

I need one of those!

I wouldn’t even have sex with her, just talk to her about GameStop DD because no one wants to listen to me but internet people.

Enza

MODERATOR OF

bring out the scantily clad women on poles, turneth on thy music, and let the “strong drink” flow!