Why it's time to take the L out of LGBT by Chunkeeguy in LGBDropTheT
[–]Aurelius 6 insightful - 1 fun6 insightful - 0 fun7 insightful - 0 fun7 insightful - 1 fun - 29 days ago (0 children)
Wow they've nuked the comment section.
Tavistock gender clinic ‘to be sued by 1,000 families’ by [deleted] in news
[–]Aurelius 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun - 1 month ago (0 children)
When you click on OPs link, it doesn't bring you directly to the article, so by saying "removed" I think he thought the article was removed.
[–]Aurelius 3 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 1 fun - 1 month ago (0 children)
Here it is;
Does anyone know much about this group? Gays Against Groomers by reluctant_commenter in LGBDropTheT
[–]Aurelius 5 insightful - 1 fun5 insightful - 0 fun6 insightful - 0 fun6 insightful - 1 fun - 2 months ago (0 children)
They are retaliating against Twitter and Facebook having the word 'groomer' because parents are upset that teachers who identify as trans talk about gender and sexuality in grade schools, including kindergarten. Much of this is going on with the trans crowd and their so called'assigned at birth' theory. There are trans who think that the sooner a child identifies with a pronoun, the better, some even saying that all children should be on puberty blockers until a decision is made.
This understandably alarms many parents. Many people who are not in the "LGBT" community don't know about the infighting between gays and the transgendered, so the "gays against groomers" are trying to distance themselves from this behavior, making it clear that there are some of us who are not supportive of young children being taught about pronouns in school. Libs of TikTok is famous for posting neon colored teachers who brag about teaching their students about gender and do activities with them like wearing badges for a day that displays any other gender than you currently are.
At least this is as far as I understood it. Pardon any of my typos... I have sources for some of these on my computer.
Two decades of Alzheimer’s research was based on deliberate fraud by 2 scientists that has cost billions of dollars and millions of lives by adultmanhwa in news
"Replication Crisis" the science field are finding more and more bad science tarnished by fraud, politics and greed.
7k upvotes celebrating an opposite-sex marriage, posted in a "lesbian" community by reluctant_commenter in LGBDropTheT
[–]Aurelius 4 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 0 fun5 insightful - 0 fun5 insightful - 1 fun - 2 months ago (0 children)
What's sad is the amount of ""woman"" on women rape and violence registered in forensic databases is going up since many trans women are no longer being registered as men.
Exactly, I'm curious what sort of conversations and activities this couple did to simultaneously lead them to this conclusion, of that is what happened. Claiming such is giving them a lot of attention anyways... But hey at least it spiced up their marriage for them?
Chinese spent $6.1B on US real estate last year by [deleted] in news
[–]Aurelius 1 insightful - 2 fun1 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 2 fun - 2 months ago (0 children)
They also don't allow dual citizenship in government which prevents outside infiltration, inline in the US.
Looking for link/clip by xandit in LGBDropTheT
[–]Aurelius 6 insightful - 1 fun6 insightful - 0 fun7 insightful - 0 fun7 insightful - 1 fun - 2 months ago* (0 children)
I use a few different ones depending on what I'm looking up.
For search engines, searx.be is a good one using the Brave web browser, which also has a nice search engine. I wish I had a link to a chart that listed privacy based info on different Web Browsers, but I don't have it at hand atm.
Here are a list of other search engines listing pros and cons;
[–]Aurelius 8 insightful - 1 fun8 insightful - 0 fun9 insightful - 0 fun9 insightful - 1 fun - 2 months ago (0 children)
DuckDuckGo has been caught tracking and reporting data to Microsoft with their hidden teaching agreement as well as censoring websites by removing them from their search engine.
If privacy is why you use it, take a look here;
When you don't really feel like a part of the gay community because… by Chunkeeguy in LGBDropTheT
[–]Aurelius 3 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 1 fun - 2 months ago (0 children)
I have a question for the gentlemen here, do men can themselves and other men guys? Just curious.
Remember all the gay men killed by the nazis? They were all transwomen in disguise! by Neo_Shadow_Lurker in LGBDropTheT
Right before Hitler took power, Berlin and other oats of Germany was known as the Weimar Republic, which prompted a while lot of sexual freedom. That includes cross dressing, transvestites, prostitution of alarming ages and some very shocking stuff I won't repeat.
So basically that sounds likely.
The unbearable wokeness of queering by Chunkeeguy in LGBDropTheT
[–]Aurelius 10 insightful - 1 fun10 insightful - 0 fun11 insightful - 0 fun11 insightful - 1 fun - 2 months ago (0 children)
"Evil cannot create. It can only destroy."
Marxist tactics want everything uniform, drab and grey with no beauty that might offend, no originality that might 'exclude', least it be violently torn down by the marxists with their souls filled with great vitreol for anything that deviates from their strict pre approved way of being.
She's soooooooo sick of all those fetishy women faking that they're gay men by Chunkeeguy in LGBDropTheT
[–]Aurelius 9 insightful - 1 fun9 insightful - 0 fun10 insightful - 0 fun10 insightful - 1 fun - 2 months ago* (0 children)
Comics, anime or online fandoms that fantasize about relationships between two (usually hetero) males, such as Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy......
Yaoi; The anime, fan fics and fan art usually depict an overly romanticized version of gay relationships, at least that's what I gather. The men will have behaviors that resemble blushing school girls. (I'm a lesbian, so I'm not fully in the know but I'm simply parroting what I've read of gay men who say that Yaoi is very unrealistic). A fan of the media is called a Weeb, the way Star Trek fans are called Trekkies.
As for the TIMs, they watch mass amounts of hentai/anime porn and imagine themselves as the female before one day declaring themselves as trans and give themselves anime avatars.
Sunday Social - open chat! by NutterButterFlutter in LGBDropTheT
[–]Aurelius 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun - 2 months ago (0 children)
OMG isn't it wonderful??
I've been downloading as much as I can almost daily and put them on my Kindle. I'm glad I can preview some books before buying much easier now, especially the cook books! On my Kindle Fire, I installed through third party websites ReadEra and Perfect Viewer to view them all. Some of the categories I have are;
Oh, my apologies. I have a tendency to take things far too literally. :)
[–]Aurelius 4 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 0 fun5 insightful - 0 fun5 insightful - 1 fun - 3 months ago (0 children)
I understand the feeling of being afraid to voice ones thoughts, but for something so blatantly obvious I truly believe that we are experiencing 'The Emperor's New Clothing'. Most people know but choose the path of least resistance.
Another lesbian caught by the cult by Rage-Xion in LGBDropTheT
[–]Aurelius 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun - 3 months ago (0 children)
Oh man that so seems so complicated. It just seems like a whole lot of convoluted inward thinking without a while lot of social awareness.
The reason why these don't take off quite so much in Japan and they they get skinny so harmoniously is because they are taught to be considerate of others and work as a unit. In western countries were taught to stand out however we could and screw the rest... sigh.
Sorry, I hope everyone has a wonderful week!
[–]Aurelius 7 insightful - 1 fun7 insightful - 0 fun8 insightful - 0 fun8 insightful - 1 fun - 3 months ago (0 children)
I'm not sure if I could post it, but this week I have been downloading a lot of e-books from b-ok.cc to keep on my Kindle. It's a treasure trove that I recently discovered and I have so many cook books and how to draw books now... Oh yeah and crochet patterns for the new hobby I'm trying to pick up.
Hope everyone has a wonderful 4th!
[–]Aurelius 3 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 1 fun - 3 months ago (0 children)
I put butter and salt on the corn and then wrap them up in tinfoil before throwing on the coals. Definitely give it a try!
Yes! I'm house-sitting for my mom and she has a fantastic fire pit on a house surrounded by forests and mountains. It's very easy to start a fire but I know there was a fire ordinance...
Roast corn and sweet potatoes are also so good! What do you like to cook on a fire?
Good evening, I hope everyone had a nice weekend.
It's been so dry lately, but I've been wanting to start a fire to make some fire roasted hot dogs and s'mores.
Gay male detransitioner's story featured in The Times UK, but he was not interviewed for it by reluctant_commenter in LGBDropTheT
I remember similar stories to that, I don't trust WaPo at all.
How can you say this when r/actuallesbians has probably more dicks than r/askgaybros? by CancelPower in LGBDropTheT
[–]Aurelius 6 insightful - 2 fun6 insightful - 1 fun7 insightful - 1 fun7 insightful - 2 fun - 3 months ago (0 children)
"People can say no for ///any/// reason. Any."
The post that mentioned this was down voted and then deleted by a mod. Very creepy.
The good news is that these trans women are much easier to clock then they realize...
How long does it take you to get over a past relationship? by hufflepuff-poet in LGBDropTheT
I've no idea, but I do know that if my heart is broken I'm afraid it may destroy me, so I've chosen the single life. The older I get the less I feel right about flings so those aren't a thing for me any more, besides LGBT spaces are a little hectic for my taste.
r/Tumblrinaction has been banned. by CancelPower in LGBDropTheT
[–]Aurelius 5 insightful - 1 fun5 insightful - 0 fun6 insightful - 0 fun6 insightful - 1 fun - 3 months ago (0 children)
Same thing on Twitter keeps happening to LibsfTikTok, there's always an outcry when they repost trans activists and they've been suspended twice.
7 Survival Foods: Non-Perishables That Can Outlive You by Mizzazz1 in news
[–]Aurelius 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun - 3 months ago (0 children)
I'm iffy on spices because they can lose flavor over time, but stored properly in an air tight mylar bag they'll keep.
Stock up on rice, beans, vinegar and baking soda and learn to use mylar bags! Learn to make delicious food with them. Food prices are going to get bad... There's wonderful videos on YouTube on how to store things properly for a long shelf life.
There are those emergency food containers which are good but... It's a lot of macaroni, rice and noodles.
Who are the demographic of men who are into TIMs? by HelloMomo in LGBDropTheT
I watched that GAMP video with Blair White and I thought the way they described their sense of humor was great! Blair said that in their house they joke about Blair being a man and Joey being gay all the time and they just laugh about it. I love how chill they are together!
So can I question why at 10:30 pm election night when Trump was crushing Biden all the swing states suddenly stopped counting ballots which has never been done before, lied about water main break to boot out poll watchers, then pulled out cases of hidden ballots and shoved them through the machines? by Orangutan in politics
[–]Aurelius 3 insightful - 2 fun3 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 2 fun - 3 months ago (0 children)
Have you seen 2000 Mules?
The most gruesome description of detrans medical problems I've heard yet by HelloMomo in LGBDropTheT
[–]Aurelius 5 insightful - 1 fun5 insightful - 0 fun6 insightful - 0 fun6 insightful - 1 fun - 3 months ago* (0 children)
Honestly the worst description I've heard was a TIM whose parts were rotting and falling off. He had an entire webpage complete with pictures that someone posted on r/NeovaginaDisasters or whatever it was called on Reddit before it was banned.
How horrible, he's being mass reported for talking about his troubles and some of the posts have been deleted. Luckily it has been archived here if you want to read it fully;
It's late but I wanted to say thank you for allowing me back in. I'm happy to see that this place hasn't completely disappeared.
Happy pride by wendyokoopa1 in Lesbians
[–]Aurelius 5 insightful - 1 fun5 insightful - 0 fun6 insightful - 0 fun6 insightful - 1 fun - 4 months ago (0 children)
How very thoughtful, I hope everyone has a wonderful pride month as well!
What happened to LGBdroptheT? by [deleted] in Lesbians
[–]Aurelius 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun - 4 months ago (0 children)
The drama there is very unfortunate, I hope things get ironed out soon.
/s/LGBDropTheT is private right now by cqtz in whatever
[–]Aurelius 6 insightful - 1 fun6 insightful - 0 fun7 insightful - 0 fun7 insightful - 1 fun - 4 months ago (0 children)
Awe I hate drama.
That's the last LGB community I visit, even though I don't post much. Ah well.
Texas school shooter that killed 14 kids and 1 teacher is a troon.
4 months ago by Aurelius to /s/LGBDropTheT from anopic.us
FTM: My trans girlfriend broke up with me because of my penis! by PriestTheyCalledHim in LGBDropTheT
Their profile says they're happily married, bit what's all this? Lots of fabrication going on...
How Convenient by julesburm1891 in LGBDropTheT
[–]Aurelius 7 insightful - 1 fun7 insightful - 0 fun8 insightful - 0 fun8 insightful - 1 fun - 4 months ago (0 children)
That's sad he cut off contract with his brother. This gender thing really divides friends and family and I really think that is too bad...
I'm a man, why are lesbians never interested in me? by BigMommyMilkers in LGBDropTheT
[–]Aurelius 14 insightful - 1 fun14 insightful - 0 fun15 insightful - 0 fun15 insightful - 1 fun - 4 months ago (0 children)
So many very mild comments deleted....
You can see the what they deleted here;
Two thirds of lesbians postpone coming out due to damaging ‘man-hating’, 'anti-trans', 'over-sexualised' stereotypes by [deleted] in LGBDropTheT
[–]Aurelius 3 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 1 fun - 5 months ago (0 children)
Well, I've certainly withdrawn.
Been seeing more conservative homophobia lately, inspired by the TQ+ movement. by reluctant_commenter in LGBDropTheT
[–]Aurelius 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun - 5 months ago (0 children)
I consider myself conservative, which me l makes me an outcast on all sides. I just like smaller government and more freedom and self sufficiency. I don't hate anyone either, I like people and I judge everyone on a case by case basis, giving them the benefit of the doubt. But I understand that mentioning my meeting conservative puts others at a distance but I've gotten used to it. I do wish to see everyone getting along more and having a good time instead of fighting so much like so many do today.
I don't think conservatives in general want to erase LGB rights. They just don't want it so much in your face the way the LGBTQIA+++ has, seeing it in schools, etc.
Why are lesbians so heartless and hateful? by Chunkeeguy in LGBDropTheT
[–]Aurelius 6 insightful - 1 fun6 insightful - 0 fun7 insightful - 0 fun7 insightful - 1 fun - 5 months ago (0 children)
Idk, they're are only like 12 lesbians in existence it seems, and I don't know then we'll but they sure don't seem to be hateful to me.
Fake Gay History - the pink triangle is apparently now a symbol for genderqueer women by KingDickThe2nd in LGBDropTheT
To study sexuality close to WWII, around 1930's, the Weimar Republic, like in Berlin would be a good start. There's a few journal entries or bits in memories written about that time which may give an insight on the attitude about those things at the time.
@BearPArtyNYC gets attacked for defending gay spaces from TRA activists by Hannibalboy93 in LGBDropTheT
[–]Aurelius 7 insightful - 1 fun7 insightful - 0 fun8 insightful - 0 fun8 insightful - 1 fun - 5 months ago (0 children)
The tweet had been deleted, may I suggest posts be archived, like from nitter or just archive?
Clumsy Republican legal efforts by JulienMayfair in LGBDropTheT
[–]Aurelius 4 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 0 fun5 insightful - 0 fun5 insightful - 1 fun - 6 months ago (0 children)
I'm republican, sorry to make anyone uncomfortable.
They're have been schools where they were talking to the kids behind their parents back and offering help and encouragement to transgenders. They're have been children's books with very explicit material that alarmed parents. I think the school shouldn't be teaching kids about LGBT things, especially secretly behind parents backs.
Let's gather around to assure the real lesbians here we are not the least bit predatory... by Chunkeeguy in LGBDropTheT
[–]Aurelius 4 insightful - 2 fun4 insightful - 1 fun5 insightful - 1 fun5 insightful - 2 fun - 7 months ago (0 children)
I sure wouldn't mind being in a room with 50 cute lesbians tbh...
Fujoshi comes to AGB to wave around her arm sausage. by Criticallacitirc in LGBDropTheT
This poor girl. She doesn't realize what a grave she's digging for herself. I wish her well but this delusional house of cards she's building is going to collapse when the magic has worn.
I'm super sick of all this gender bullshit. by CancelPower in LGBDropTheT
[–]Aurelius 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun - 7 months ago (0 children)
Thank you, although it's been so long I've gotten quite comfortable being alone. I wish the same for you and sorry for the late reply.
[–]Aurelius 12 insightful - 5 fun12 insightful - 4 fun13 insightful - 4 fun13 insightful - 5 fun - 7 months ago (0 children)
Yep, it so be like that. I've become a spinster to avoid it all.
r/lgbt - uwu Valid uwu 6 ft 6 uwu Lesbian uwu hairy bollocks uwu by Chunkeeguy in LGBDropTheT
[–]Aurelius 10 insightful - 3 fun10 insightful - 2 fun11 insightful - 2 fun11 insightful - 3 fun - 7 months ago (0 children)
Lol pretty much!
What's your favourite type of chocolate? by QueenOfTheNorth in Lesbians
[–]Aurelius 2 insightful - 3 fun2 insightful - 2 fun3 insightful - 2 fun3 insightful - 3 fun - 9 months ago (0 children)
Coco polo was my favorite stevia sweetened chocolate bar. It's smooth and creamy, I love the way it melts. Can't get it here anymore, Lily chocolate it's shoved in the center of attention everywhere. It's .. okay. I enjoy it, but cocopolo is what I'd be happy with the most.
An archive of the reddit Truelesbians. by Anniesworld in Lesbians
[–]Aurelius 14 insightful - 1 fun14 insightful - 0 fun15 insightful - 0 fun15 insightful - 1 fun - 1 year ago (0 children)
Even the people there attack lesbian conservatives. It's very sad to see. Conservatives aren't as bad a people say. I was afraid to post on that forum too, but I miss lurking.
rant. by asparagus1 in Lesbians
[–]Aurelius 8 insightful - 1 fun8 insightful - 0 fun9 insightful - 0 fun9 insightful - 1 fun - 1 year ago (0 children)
35 here, I've honestly given up and alleviate the loneliness by painting, music, cooking and Buddhism + meditation. Mostly anyways... I check online social places like this from time to time but don't think I'll feel welcome or wanted anywhere.
I'm sorry that is a painful time, just keep holding on.
[–]Aurelius 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun - 1 year ago (0 children)
Stevia based milk chocolate.
How is everyone doing with pandemic and were you able to a vaccine? by Mobymaybe in Lesbians
[–]Aurelius 6 insightful - 1 fun6 insightful - 0 fun7 insightful - 0 fun7 insightful - 1 fun - 1 year ago (0 children)
I'm not planning on getting the vaccine.
Moderators . Why did you delete a political discussion? Are lesbians not allowed to have different opinions and ideas? by Anniesworld in Lesbians
[–]Aurelius 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun - 1 year ago (0 children)
Haha, well I'm glad to hear that! And now for part two of my disappearing act. I'll emerge when I'm enlightened to the ways of properly interacting with society without causing problems. (I might be in the closet for a very long time...)
I wish you all well! <3
[–]Aurelius 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun - 1 year ago (0 children)
Ohhh... I was so confused! I hadn't been around for a while and forgot about that. All the fighting does get to me sometimes and I lock myself away to avoid it I guess. She's right, I probably should grow a spine but by now I'm afraid I'm a lost cause.
Edit: Also the thing that you're guessing wasn't me. I think I haven't even seen the post in question.
[–]Aurelius 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun - 1 year ago* (0 children)
Meaning, I have no idea who Sailormoon2020 is or why they makes it a giveaway. I'm not sure what I'm meant to deny or what you're guessing either. I think I've put myself in a situation that I'm not well prepared for and I'm very sorry for the confusion. Please don't mind me.
I tend to be a little shy to post here so I'm not familiar with well known trolls.
You do have a point, but I feel it's worse now than ever, making horrible emotions and language more likely to occur. Maybe I just hold on to memories from back when people didn't care so much. Or maybe I was just naive...
Made a new subbreddit for homos. I'm rarely on reddit anymore but would love to see if the homos on reddit will find it and feel like they have a space by gencritLesbo in Lesbians
Best of luck to you, truly. Sadly I predict that people may be shy to post on it since reddit paints an awful yet misleading picture of homosexuals. We tend to be targeted based on what that site has taught people to think of us. If it does go well though, I'd be pleasantly surprised!
Where do you meet women? by Athelhilda2 in Lesbians
Online, but I think I'm getting too old for it... so I've become a solitary creature.
What did y’all have for dinner tonight? Does anyone here like to cook? by [deleted] in Lesbians
[–]Aurelius 4 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 0 fun5 insightful - 0 fun5 insightful - 1 fun - 1 year ago (0 children)
I love cooking! I also like experimenting, and I tend towards more Asian themed and often lower carb things. Tonight I made Okonomiyaki, a savory cabbage pancake with a sweet worcestershire like sauce that I made. The batter was made of egg, almond flour and psyllium husk.
I don't always easy low carb, tomorrow I'm having rice and breaded shrimp with broccoli.
What was your first relationship like (if you’ve had one) and what did you learn from it? by TarshishJupiter in Lesbians
[–]Aurelius 5 insightful - 1 fun5 insightful - 0 fun6 insightful - 0 fun6 insightful - 1 fun - 1 year ago (0 children)
It was exhilarating. I felt manic to admire and be admired by someone I had fallen for. I felt like I wanted to do anything for her and always put my best self forward for her.
I suppose when it ended, I realized I should have been my more relaxed and down to earth self as it got very difficult to maintain my perfect self. I became a bit more distant and insecure when both of our rose tinted image of each other faded, and things inevitably didn't work out.
Lesbians who voted for Biden/Harris by [deleted] in Lesbians
I voted for Trump too, I also believe that the media paints a terribly inaccurate picture of Trump, the way that reddit paints a picture of lesbians (TERFs). The mainstream media and social platforms are Democratic run and tend to focus more on activism vs. journalism.
I believe Trump did a lot of great things for our country and is far from the demon that there Democrats want you to think. In text I think the Democrats are incredibly conceited, power hungry and self serving.
What breaks my heart the most is that having this opinion not only outcasts me from mainstream platforms, but also from smaller ones as well. I only dream that we'll get along again one day, but I believe things will get better for us all. We just need to hold on.
That is too bad that political discussions are such a divisive issue threat days. I dream we'll all be able to get along again soon.
Log Cabin Republicans = RINO tr-nscult enablers by hetisachoice in LGBDropTheT
RINOs in charge don't care about rights but there are many gay right wing people who aren't at all on board with the whole trans thing.
I'm going crazy, so I vent. Ignore this husk of a being by Aurelius in Lesbians
[–]Aurelius[S] 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun - 1 year ago (0 children)
I'm doing my best. A year of DBT therapy twice a week that included one on one and group therapy. It's been closed lately. It brought be to Buddhism and Stoicism that are both very similar. Buddhism has really moved me, and I'm making strides towards it. I've also taken Psychadelics for it's mental health benefits, it's taken me from being desperately wanting to die to being more okay with living.
But I still can't shake that no matter what I do, everyone will hate me. It gets so lonely. If I just keep practicing buddhism, maybe I can help other lesbians who are all alone like me.
[–]Aurelius[S] 7 insightful - 1 fun7 insightful - 0 fun8 insightful - 0 fun8 insightful - 1 fun - 1 year ago (0 children)
My point of view is that the democrats are the ones being manipulative, the CCP is trying to take advantage of america, sex trafficking was rampant, and mexican drug cartels came and left too freely, selling fentanyl and drugs and abusing immigrants who paid the drug cartel to smuggle them in. I watch things like Tim Pool on youtube and other sources to show how badly the media manipulates things.
I don't see the evil in Trump that you do that would cause me to be shamed by this side of the lesbian community. I see that he's doing a lot of good, and I see that there's very little proof to show that he's the bad person that the MSM is trying to show him to be. I see someone who loves our country and wants to improve it, and democratic news sources doing dirty tricks to make him look bad and Harris/Biden to look good.
[–]Aurelius[S] 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun - 1 year ago (0 children)
It's okay, I really only deserve scorn. If I was strong like normal people I wouldn't be so pathetic and deserve only hatred, scorn and isolation. I deserve every bad word spoken to me. My mom let me rot in the homeless shelter for a reason. I feel like if I socialize, nobody will see a thing about me worth caring about. Speaking about how pathetic I am will let everyone on Saidit see how wrong I am, destroying my chance at making friends here. Better now than later.
My physical health is quite nice actually I look great.
Male friend, what?
I'm doing my best to stop being miserable and pathetic. Thank you for slapping sense into me. I'll try not to lash out when I'm feeling so hopeless. Sometimes it just feels like when I vent out loud, it makes zero difference at all. Any action I do makes no difference. I'm alone, speaking will make people hate me. I just feel so disrupted inside it starts to pour out, despite only causing snarls and bad looks when I start crying. I know nothing is really a paradise.
[–]Aurelius[S] 3 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 1 fun - 1 year ago (0 children)
I'm sorry for appearing like I'm trying to manipulate people. I'm just depressed and unhinged right now. I don't understand what about my post history that bothers you, but I've upset you and I'm sorry for that.
I was isolated when my mom was passed out drunk, her teeth rotted out from her binging.
I was isolated when I hid from my abusive step dad, mom too withdrawn to comfort me.
I was isolated when neglection as an infant made me strange and stutter at students at school.
I became more isolated when living in a homeless shelter from violence twice, and my mom refused to pick me up.
Isolation is all I know, it's all I deserve. Thank you for your input, cherie. May you have a blessed day.
Your favourite aspect of Buddhism by Edvin in Buddhism
That it's not necessarily a religion, but a philosophy that's scientifically proven to reduce suffering.
I had no intention of taking sides, I just went to the LGBT club, did karaoke, went to BDSM clubs to meet people and learn what I can. On Plenty of Fish, I was called a TERF, didn't know what it was. The transwomen friends I met at the clubs tried to set me up to a blind date. Someone said they had a weird feeling about it, they were setting me up with a transwoman. I declined and they shit talked me behind my back.
Same thing has happened to online communities. I started reading, researching. I am facinated about what's going on. Trump is doing wonderful things for Americans, our economy, safety, etc. I see this, but I still try to be friends on all sides. I just hate hearing people hating women, whites, hating humans, hating america or hating in general. I'm facinated, watching current events unfold. I wish I can tear myself away and only focus on my buddhist studies. Maybe that's what makes me weak.
In any case, thank you kindly for your response. I am snapped, and as I mentioned when the sun returns I'll go back to being in the shadows, not to bother you fine people. I am nothing, nothing, nothing.
Thanks for your input. I see that Trump is doing a lot of good for america, and is not what the public smear campaign tells us to think. That mixed with my being broken, unable to make or maintain friends, living alone is just really doing me in. Dating is not in my future, I've only managed one night stands, making me feel like a ''fuckboi''' or something. I was just really wanting to touch someone.
I just work, read, sleep, work, read, sleep. Study buddhism and meditate when I can. Draw when I'm motivated, but I can't socialize. I am a leftover core without much to offer waiting until my breaths stop at last.
Growing up, the lesbians I knew in person were the least helpful people I ever knew. I asked them how I can talk to girls or flirt with them. They said I'll figure it out and that was it, got annoyed when I inquired further. I sought online for ideas and tried them out, feeling silly. But I am broken inside, mental, unstable.
There's nothing left. I feel helpless and small, drowned out by days melting together. I can't live like this. I can't. When the sun comes up again to clear away the mist, I'll go back to being in the dark.
I'm going crazy, so I vent. Ignore this husk of a being
1 year ago * by Aurelius to /s/Lesbians from self.Lesbians
Positive experiences of being lesbian by [deleted] in Lesbians
I can see that women are beautiful.
Were you bullied as a kid? by [deleted] in Lesbians
Yup, that mixed with a mom who only was drunk and passed out, am abusive step dad plus a reject pedo dad destroyed me. Being a lesbian just made it worse.
Now I'm just counting breaths until salvation shows it's merciful kiss of death.
Other places for lesbians? by Lesbianese in Lesbians
[–]Aurelius 2 insightful - 3 fun2 insightful - 2 fun3 insightful - 2 fun3 insightful - 3 fun - 1 year ago (0 children)
They're mostly far left severs, or for young gamers only. Not for salty old leftovers like this stale grain.
What is everyone doing for Halloween? by WildwoodFlower in Lesbians
Hugging my knees and crying alone.
Do we have a backup to saidit? by reluctant_commenter in LGBDropTheT
There's a website called Ovarit.com that may be friendly to us, but I just discovered it myself so I'm not sure.
Is "sexual preference" offensive (to you) by filbs111 in LGBDropTheT
It isn't offensive. Not one little bit.
What the TRA movement has done to young lesbians 👇- from Ovarit by [deleted] in LGBDropTheT
I feel the same way. I loathe being a lesbian, but luckily I'm a natural loner.
I tried to entertain the idea of just being with a man, but I get so bored and disinterested messaging them that I just mute my phone for weeks.
Philosophy like Buddhism helps a great deal.
I am so fucking sick of bisexual women doing this shit by peaked2020 in Lesbians
[–]Aurelius 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun - 2 years ago (0 children)
Your are a very expressive writer...
Question for Lesbians by BiHorror in LGBDropTheT
[–]Aurelius 5 insightful - 1 fun5 insightful - 0 fun6 insightful - 0 fun6 insightful - 1 fun - 2 years ago (0 children)
They used to call them Stone Butches.
Would you guys vote for... Trump? by joy1090 in LGBDropTheT
At risk of embittering my presence here in the small community, yes, I'm voting for Trump. Aren't we sick of the mainstream community misrepresenting the LGBT community? Well the mainstream media misrepresents a lot of other things, and the democratic party is so selfish, anti american and corrupt.
Discord for the lost lesbians of the queer generation by HelloMomo in Lesbians
[–]Aurelius 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun - 2 years ago (0 children)
I'd like an invite please.
What peak-transed you? by [deleted] in LGBDropTheT
[–]Aurelius 28 insightful - 3 fun28 insightful - 2 fun29 insightful - 2 fun29 insightful - 3 fun - 2 years ago (0 children)
When I turned to find a new friend and then possibly girlfriend on lesbian communities, and I kept getting responses from trans girls over and over and over again. On plenty of fish, I politely rejected someone and they just went off! I cleared my account and went to look up what terf meant.
Now I just rot alone. Every once in a while I'll join a community, have them try and set me up with a "cute trans girl" and I'd leave.
I just need to close if the lesbian side of myself off the become a monk to meditate away my suffocating loneliness.
Are you child-free? by RedditHatesLesbians in Lesbians
[–]Aurelius 3 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 1 fun - 2 years ago (0 children)
I have one 10 yr old girl, she's very sweet but a lot of lesbians made it clear they aren't interested in children.
Lesbians and Long/Medium Distance Relationships by yousaythosethings in Lesbians
I live pretty far from people, so a long distance relationship would be the way to go. I prefer a lot of space and alone time, so it would work for me. Most aren't interested and I'm getting old so I may just be a solitary granny too.
Biggest turn off? by ColdSoup in Lesbians
Besides that, if she was negative a lot of the time and talks shit about others. It's fine if you want to complain sometimes, but every day vitriol makes me feel uneasy.
On the flip side, being optimistic and chill while going with the flow is quite affective. I'm working on myself being that way by practicing buddhism.
How does your hair look? by lmaonope333 in Lesbians
[–]Aurelius 3 insightful - 2 fun3 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 2 fun - 2 years ago (0 children)
Short and straight, bleached blond with an undercut. It's a little like trunks hair cut in dragon Ball Z, haha.
American LGB (and allies): who will you vote for and why? by IAmSatan in LGBDropTheT
[–]Aurelius 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun - 2 years ago (0 children)
Wow, thank you! I had been resigned to be obliterated and rejected from all sides by now. I assure you, my reasons have nothing to do with hate which I have none in my heart. I'm a peaceful pacifist, and I take do just want everyone to be heard and treated with dignity.
[–]Aurelius 2 insightful - 3 fun2 insightful - 2 fun3 insightful - 2 fun3 insightful - 3 fun - 2 years ago (0 children)
Naive American Lesbian here, I'm voting for Trump. He's supporting free speech and fighting biased political media, while also doing something about China's bullying.
It breaks my heart seeing Democrats dehumanizing the other side and only see them as somehow evil. We must allow discourse, I just want us all to get along.