Give yourself some credit too. Some of these are your own conclusions. I didn't solve everything and I will never even come close to solving everything, nor will anyone. And even if we did, it would be impossible to communicate.

I don't agree that there's no wrong or right. I think the golden rule is a pretty logical standard of objective morality. I feel like the gnostics were right about there being a god of this world who's not the real one. I found these things but I'm extremely suspicious of them; we can't assume them divine or good simply because we live under them. That would be no different than assuming politicians are good simply because they rule over us. The system doesn't seem to care about us any, only its own interests.

I don't really know that the wheel is itself a god. It seems more machine-like, as if some entity designed it. I don't know its origins but I do hope to find an exit.