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[–]Vulptex 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (2 children)

Another thing that's really suspicious is I think whoever's in charge is closely watching me. Ever since I started noticing that certain things about reality don't add up I suddenly lost a lot of intuition and creativity and the ability to lucid dream. I am still very forcefully cut off from anything like that.

Why me I don't know. I don't see what's so dangerous about me vs everyone else who's caught on to this. But evidently someone does.

[–][deleted] 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

Ever since you said something, I have been seeing signs that what you are saying is true. I’m not trying to egg you on, if you have paranoia or anything.

I’m not sure why lucid dreaming and creativity would be lost, but there are methods for practicing that.

I really appreciate you sharing this with me. I always knew I believed in something, and I never knew what it was. I feel that I know now.

The Taurus or the water wheel, if you start diving into it, it explains everything.

[–]Vulptex 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

It may be partially explained by puberty. And I have heard that male hormones seem to cut you off from those things. But not to the degree it's happening to me.

I think something thinks I'm a threat to the system so is watching me at all times. That would also explain the insane amounts of synchronicity and events that seem intentionally planned out to slowly drive me mad. And why no matter what choices I make I seem to somehow be pushed back down the same path.

[–]Vulptex 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (3 children)

Give yourself some credit too. Some of these are your own conclusions. I didn't solve everything and I will never even come close to solving everything, nor will anyone. And even if we did, it would be impossible to communicate.

I don't agree that there's no wrong or right. I think the golden rule is a pretty logical standard of objective morality. I feel like the gnostics were right about there being a god of this world who's not the real one. I found these things but I'm extremely suspicious of them; we can't assume them divine or good simply because we live under them. That would be no different than assuming politicians are good simply because they rule over us. The system doesn't seem to care about us any, only its own interests.

I don't really know that the wheel is itself a god. It seems more machine-like, as if some entity designed it. I don't know its origins but I do hope to find an exit.

[–][deleted] 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (2 children)

That video talks about it.

But either way, I’m still learning about it.

It just, it feels right to me. Like the main stream religions don’t feel correct. This does.

[–]Vulptex 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

Mainstream religions aren't correct. In fact they exist to hide the truth. That includes atheism.

[–][deleted] 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

I agree.