Except perhaps adequan, poly sulfated glucosamine injection. Works amazing but it's not legal to give to people. There's a conspiracy theory it works too well. Treating forever joint damage is a lot more profitable than fixing it.

I don't know about this particular issue, but it wouldn't surprise me in the least bit. Time and time again it has been proven you're only useful to these people if you're sick. It's maddening to think about. I sincerely feel for you on it. I'm 43, and as I get older and start to rot out from the inside, it's scares me a bit dealing with the medical system, as I am staunchly against how they operate. I beat my body up through sports, drugs, and working out my whole life, and I will fall apart quickly. Can't wait. Sorry you're dealing with pain, for the toughest mother fucker around, it still hurts.

No apology needed. I'll listen. Even just writing it down with no response helps, hahaha.

Hang in there. Better times ahead, to be sure.