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[–][deleted] 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (22 children)

I'm a data thrift fanatic: so sorry.

She is about as "clever" as i define myself to be though. Just in emotional "intelligence" which is a notorious weak point of mine. She questions her psychology (the stuff she "learned") all the time, that is what really "connects" us:

We both are doubters. She also implemented some words, i "reinvented" in her personal dialect as i implement her inventions in language. We just "click", so to say.

Character-wise after Jung she flows (it is not resonance, like it is in my case) between INFJ and ENFJ which just finely "fits" my resonance between INTP and ENTP.

We "learn" a lot from each other, so to say. And we both like to look at the black box of our communication to back-infer on the probable precision of assumptions we can make about each other. So we also can laugh a lot.

[–]Anman 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (21 children)

Man, I have no idea what you are talking about half the time. Maybe you should try speaking in mandarin. Will limit your creative license.

[–][deleted] 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (20 children)

I only can explain as best as i can. These things aren't trivial or "easy" to understand. But i only can imagine, think, understand, learn or combine.

I just can't "feel" so well, i don't know how to better express this. Sorry again.

Most of the times i give my best effort and still "can't" be "heard". That is my "main" problem. Or glitch. Or whatever you want to call this. That is why i "hack" words and language every day. It is a "skill" or "hobby" of mine.

[–]Anman 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (19 children)

Maybe you need more collagen in your diet.

[–][deleted] 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (18 children)

Nice suggestion, i will consider.

But i already know, what has been severly damaged in my "core", so to say.

I'm working on constructing an individual "workaround" every second awake to better "hide" this glitch. Sadly i can "fix" this thing only so far, so to say, because every action so deep inside is very costly in time and energy.

On the other hand: It is an almost "unbelievable" "gift" at the same time, which has many more applications than even i myself know so far.

[–]Anman 1 insightful - 2 fun1 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 2 fun -  (17 children)

There is another thing we could try.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ypb6Tmpzvzc

[–][deleted] 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (16 children)

Try... i dare you. ;-)

"Maniac" is a label they often put on my forehead when i was younger. Before i learned and understood that age is irrelevant, so to say.

[–]Anman 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (15 children)

Doesn't matter the age, we are all one with Jesus. No matter how you get there.

[–][deleted] 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (14 children)

I believe something else and it is a relative waste of energy to talk about this.

My beliefs only can be so firm because i built them myself. Otherwise i couldn't believe them.

These would be inconsistent then. And consistence is very important for me to not start "drifting" again and again. It is the small grain of "sanity" living in my head that keeps all the "chaos" in check, so to say.

[–]Anman 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (13 children)

If you are real, and as say you are, then your beliefs are to be treated as garbage, because you can't even consolidate your own thoughts. You will just perpetuate your retardation.