wow. its really cheap. i searched for "flight houston to switzerland" and i actually see one for $256.00

the problem that i see with this is that they will not just let you show up and jump into the machine.. they will require to have a couple of visits with me to make sure that i am somewhat in my right mind and that i am not just flipping out, and that would probably take a couple of weeks..

so, i would need my airfare and my money to get to the airport and money to get around in switzerland for a few weeks minimum..

i understand that when you breath what they call inert gases(i think helium is one of them) that your brain thinks that you are breathing oxygen and so you dont panic like you are suffocating but you really will just drift off into unconsciousness and then die, all while under a physician's care.

this is why the "party supply stores" that sell the small helium canisters they started adding some oxygen to the helium... your party balloons will still float up into the ceiling, but there is enough oxygen in it that you wont die. hint: people were using the "party time" helium canisters to exit this world.

but straight helium breathed in will drop you deader than a doorbell, i understand.

i have tried the suicide so many times that i am afraid to fail, more like i dont want to bother failing again..

but if i had a physician that would put me under using inert gases, i am there in a minute.

good bye stupid world.

btw, both reddit and even facebook advise everyone that if anyone speaks of suicide to call the police immediately, but what i am talking about here is using a physician to do this within the limits of the law and both reddit and facebook can kiss my ass.

i hate this life and i am not very fond of the majority of people and i would just as soon close my eyes and never wake up AND IF I CAN DO THAT UNDER A PHYSICIAN'S CARE THAT IS OMG SO OKAY WITH ME.

i would play a cartoon on my phone so that i can watch that while i drift off.

btw, they also have other methods in switzerland, they dont fk around, such as nembutal or similar drug that will drop you dead before you finish drinking it.

most likely the admins/mods will boot me for even talking about this, which is okay with me.

https://youtu.be/5DEgDjH1dro?t=6