Maybe you've been unwittingly influenced by a social contagion. I spend zero time contemplating my gender, it just is. Now all the young people are questioning their gender. It correlates with social media.

I don't believe those kids have gender dysphoria for a second. They have snowflake syndrome, and their whole agenda of "gender is a feeling and a spectrum and it's about gender roles and there's 37221409387732561472896179637823 genders" is actually pretty dismissive towards transsexuals. As are the perverts who want to use the other sex's bathroom and people who want to cheat in sports. Meanwhile I've had issues with my actual sexually dimorphic features since I was very young, even though it took me way longer than it should've to figure out that's what they were. If anything these crazy people held me back because I could never relate to them.

Reason 420 being a man is awesome: nobody expects you to suck their dick when you smoke their weed.

I'd argue it's actually the other way around, seeing as men get blamed for everything while women walk free for rape and assault. But regardless it's not the social role I hate, it's my biology, and if I were dropped in the wilderness alone I'd still have the same problem. But thanks to the woke culture this is erased by the abusers and tumblr snowflakes.