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[–]jet199Instigatrix 7 insightful - 2 fun7 insightful - 1 fun8 insightful - 2 fun -  (2 children)

That's something you can choose.

You can choose to look at the autumn leaves and appreciate them or not.

It's what you decide to focus your energy on.

[–]Vulptex[S] 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun -  (1 child)

That's a blue pill. I've tried so hard to enjoy or even notice those things again. But no dice. My brain or the matrix controlling it hates me.

[–]jet199Instigatrix 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

No, you have got yourself in bad mental habits.

You need to be tough with yourself to quit them and stop begging for sympathy on here.