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[–]JasonCarswellMental Orgy 6 insightful - 5 fun6 insightful - 4 fun7 insightful - 5 fun -  (2 children)

As we know it, life is a pointless paradox of tedium and perpetual suffering punctuated with ephemeral moments of delusional hope that we chase like junkies after dragons.

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someday i'll find this delusional hope. sounds cool.

[–]JasonCarswellMental Orgy 5 insightful - 3 fun5 insightful - 2 fun6 insightful - 3 fun -  (0 children)

Sound's like you already have a sliver of hope for hope. Sometimes those come in handy for seppuku.

Typically I'd be more optimistic. You would not believe my last 2 weeks. I still can't. It's affected me, deeply. Or maybe I'm just burnt out. Plus, one more big weekend rally. Then I'm largely retreating for the winter to focus online - unless something happens. Interesting options, all new territory, all with big pros and big cons. Extreme potentialities - but not in Burning Man ways. Not what I expected my life to be. "May you live in interesting times."