Every man is an island. We each live in our own world. The best we can do is to take care of ourselves and our families. Keep the faith, but don't let the noise of the world outside your head drown out who you are. I am not a religious person, but I think the first verse of Niebuhr's Serenity prayer fits the philosophical struggle you're going through. It can be frustrating when others don't see what we do, even if we feel we are clear in expressing our views and the facts. We also don't always see from other's perspectives, shaped by their own experiences and knowledge. Sometimes the best you can do is express yourself and move on. Being part of a movement is great, but without doing our part to be the best we can, that movement doesn't happen. You posted content and information online. You helped make Saidit happen so others have a more open exchange of ideas. You took time away when you needed to take care of things. The only constant in this world is change, and it is up to each of us to work with that change to come out better on the other side. Be satisfied with yourself. Don't sweat the rest.