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[–]jet199Instigatrix 5 insightful - 6 fun5 insightful - 5 fun6 insightful - 6 fun -  (1 child)

The greatest joy is to scatter your enemy, to drive him before you, to see his cities reduced to ashes, to see those who love him shrouded in tears, and to gather into your bosom his wives and daughters.

[–]hennaojichan 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

Genghis, here is a different translation of you: Man's greatest good fortune is to chase and defeat his enemy, seize his total possessions, leave his married women weeping and wailing, ride his gelding, use his women as a nightshirt and support, gazing upon and kissing their rosy breasts, sucking their lips which are as sweet as the berries of their breasts. – Genghis Khan aka Temujin (1162 - 1227 ) attributed

How did we get from tax on tax on tax and the meaning of success to this. I see a lot of joy in the picture.

[–]polync 5 insightful - 3 fun5 insightful - 2 fun6 insightful - 3 fun -  (16 children)

Nah, that's misleading as hell. Otherwise why wouldn't dose of LSD or Ecstasy count as a success?

[–][deleted] 4 insightful - 3 fun4 insightful - 2 fun5 insightful - 3 fun -  (15 children)

I prefer GHB and MDA. Seriously however, PLEASURE is not the same as JOY.

[–]hennaojichan 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (10 children)

GHB was a wonder drug. From the day I tried it, I never took another drink. I had a bit when I came home from work, and about twice that to go to sleep. It was great before a workout. It was NOT a date rape drug. Then big Harma found out how good it was and that they could not patent it and soon had a law passed by their brothers in crime so that you could possibly get life for making or selling it.

[–][deleted] 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (8 children)

They tried that with kratom too but people raised a million bucks and lobbied to keep it legal federally. It also helps some people quit drinking, and with the current opioid hysteria it's all some of us have for pain.

Does GHB help with pain at all?

[–]hennaojichan 3 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 1 fun -  (6 children)

I didn't have any pain then but do now. It just makes you feel good or sleep depending on dosage. Also, it is a chemical that is naturally in your body. But it's not good for work as you tend to forget stuff. Calling something a "date rape drug" is so ridiculous because wine/liquor has been used for that since it was first made. Ironically, it can be had by prescription in the US, now years after it was denounced and made illegal, but it is super expensive. The irony is that it is very cheap to make. I used to make on my stove top and it took minutes. Kratom is illegal where I live and I would rather not screw around with the legal system here. Here, they do not want you to feel good. It is considered seditious. Pain is good. With GHB you have to measure the amount carefully to get relaxxxxation or sleep. A friend just grabbed my bottle, guzzled some and fell asleep on the spot. Rumors that it can be fatal are much exaggerated but never mix it with downers or pain killers, the ones that are mildly narcotic. Here the docs won't even give me ordinary codeine for my L6 back pain.

[–][deleted] 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (4 children)

Thanks for the info. Do you take anything for your back? I've had some luck with dextromethorphan, the cough medication, at therapeutic doses and not "robotripping." Ketamine is supposed to be even more effective but that's pricey here, also for no good reason since the stuff is also dirt cheap to make. Both are disassociatives and for some reason they seem to work on pain for some people. My issue is tolerance builds rapidly so it's maybe a week or two before it isn't helping. Still, it's something.

I'm trying for pain management in January. I have heard the horror stories but I gotta do something. There's a nuclear option though, if you're hurting they don't want to give you pain meds but if you say you're a heroin addict they'll do Buprenorphine. Shitty fucking thing to go on your record but if nothing else works....

Or there's TENs units and I make up a menthol spray that's stronger that what they sell. It's not fantastic but it helps me to at least try to do something for it. I have a short list of non narcotic pain meds too if you're interested. That's my plan A. Hopefully one of them works cause controlled meds are a real pain in the ass to deal with if you can even get them. I used to do that years ago but the $300 doctors visits and getting treated like a junky had me move to kratom, just after a few years it isn't really working like it used to.

[–]hennaojichan 3 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 1 fun -  (2 children)

Good. Please send the list of non-narcotic meds. I used to have sciatica but it migrated to L6. When I started telling the doc about my sciatica, he interrupted me and blurted, how do you know that word? I told him, hey, I went to college. He clearly thought I was BSing him. I just wish he had the pain we have. Some of the docs are complete assholes. All I can get is Tramadol. Tramadol. He prescribes Alprazolam 0.4 mg too. It's off-label for back pain but helps a little.

One thing you can get here that is legal is called a "blocking shot." They don't tell me what the chemical is but the doc injects it right into your spine. It is not pleasant but gives some good relief and so far has lasted a year.

I dare not go the black market route, even if I knew where, because this place is ultra-strict and I do not relish doing time which really could happen here even if my records showed a severe curvature of the spine, which is what I've got.

Have you tried asking your doc for Buprenorphine? I have read about it and addicts get no high from it but it helps pain. It's prescribed for withdrawal. I have never tried K and am certain no one here would prescribe it. Also don't know any source.

Disclaimer: If anyone is listening in, I want to say I am NOT doing anything illegal nor do I plan to in this country. When I mentioned GHB, that was when it was LEGAL here and everywhere, many years ago. Do I sound paranoid? It's because I am.

I hope you find some relief. What horror stories did you hear about "pain management"? Also, I do not what TENs are. Good luck.

[–][deleted] 3 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

he interrupted me and blurted, how do you know that word? I told him, hey, I went to college. He clearly thought I was BSing him. I just wish he had the pain we have

I am so sick of that shit. They think their patients are idiots and yeah, they don't get what it's like or they wouldn't be so damned difficult.

I haven't tried Buprenorphine yet. I was on hydrocodone for a while then tramadol. I'd like to stick to non-narcotics if one of them works. Who knows, docs like to make you rule out everything first so it works out.

TENs units are little devices that you connect to electrodes where you feel pain and it shocks you. It does work for me as long as it's going but there's no lasting relief for me personally. They used to be expensive but you can get em real cheap online these days, mine cost $25.

What horror stories did you hear about "pain management"?

I know personally the expense, seeing them every damn month, and getting treated like you're trying to get high but these days I guess you need to be blood tested and anything illegal will cut off your meds, or false positives, or things like cbd flower that contain minuscule amounts of thc. They have quotas, a doctor prescribing too many controlled substances, and I mean total, triggers a DEA investigation and they can lose their ability to prescribe those kinds of meds. So they don't want to give you anything, and if they do, they only can do so much for all their patients. I guess besides that it's just people's tales of agonizing pain that gets ignored, and major surgery with nothing stronger that tylenol.

These are the ones I was going to ask the doc about, sorry it's a little disorganized, I just had it on a note on my phone.
Indometacin - NSAID
Orphenadrine (>100mg) - muscle relaxer
Pregabalin - nerve pain med
Ketamine nasal spray
ketoprofen/lidocaine/ketamine compound - this might be hard to find
High dose Baclofen - another muscle relaxer, also known for reducing alcohol cravings.

[Tried]
Ketoprofen (systematic review found more effective than ibuprofen and it did work great but it stops being effective quickly and is difficult to find - liver issues)
Diclofenac gel - Meh
Meloxicam - stomach pains
Torodor - Can't be taken long term
low dose Naltrexone - Messes with kratom/opiates
Gabapentin - didn't work


(Anti-depressant meds - these make me shake so I can't take them)

SNRI used for pain management Duloxetine
Tricyclic antidepressants used for pain management - amitriptyline, desipramine, nortriptyline

[Previously used non meds] Fish oil - it works slightly
cbd

[–][deleted] 3 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

Wild lettuce, acupuncture, colloidal gold, chiropractors.

[–][deleted] 3 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

Cannabis oil would be your ticket. Wild lettuce is also a worthwhile painkiller.

[–][deleted] 1 insightful - 2 fun1 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 2 fun -  (0 children)

I've overdosed on GHB once. Instead of taking 5 grams for a deep sleep, I took the wrong container and chugged 22 grams instead. When I woke up, I had peed in my bed. Not too horrible for a 4x OD.

[–][deleted] 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

No, it does not help for pain at all, although a good dose of it will have you sleep peacefully through any pain.

[–][deleted] 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

It also cured depression. I cured mine with it. Yes, it was (still is) a wonder drug.

[–][deleted] 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (3 children)

MDA is something else, I think it stands out compared to most "party drugs"

[–][deleted] 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (2 children)

Certainly my favorite. MDMA has been hit-and-miss for me: half the time I barely get any effect from it at all. But MDA... BLAM-O! Every. Single. Time.

[–][deleted] 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

I have friends who say the same thing about MDMA, they tend to be really hyper-active people, so I wonder if that has anything to do with it. MDA is hard to find for me, so I just hope it stumbles into my path on occasion.

[–][deleted] 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

Same here, but one time I was able to obtain it raw and pure. That was the shit.

[–][deleted] 4 insightful - 3 fun4 insightful - 2 fun5 insightful - 3 fun -  (0 children)

O man. I like it.

Exactly as fuzzy as i am.

Endless Sunflowers switched. What are all the sheeple waiting for ?

Happy second birthday.

[–]VirgilGriff 3 insightful - 2 fun3 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 2 fun -  (1 child)

That's the most retarded definition of success, and if you base your worldview around this Panglossian shit you'll instantly feel like a failure the moment you experience negative emotion, which is inevitable in life.

Most positive emotion comes from seeing yourself make progress towards a goal you've chosen for yourself.

[–]hennaojichan 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

Don't screw the pooch Vergil.

[–]Extract 3 insightful - 2 fun3 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 2 fun -  (1 child)

This sounds exactly what those who lack actual success like to tell themselves.

[–]zyxzevn🐈‍⬛ 3 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

It is actually weird that people work very hard to accomplish things,
but they keep on working and working.
As if the goals are never completely reached.
And I don't mean that it has to be perfect,
but you become part of a system that keeps giving you new work. People often give you extra work, because you are working so hard.

On the other hand, if one takes rest and
gets away from the treadmill of work,
there can be a lot of enjoyment from even the smallest of things. Things that you would miss, because you were to busy doing work.

[–][deleted] 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun -  (0 children)

This is as bullshit as "be yourself".

[–]zyxzevn🐈‍⬛ 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

Someone gave me a note with all my successes.
The note

[–]soyboy77 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

That's a good metric tbh