I see... :)

I won't even start to debate on this one with https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Geodesy or rather even https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Differential_geometry , even though i really would like to do it this way.

Hint: There are at least six different https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Category_(mathematics) (-ies) of IQ that i know of and that i agree on so far. Math e.g. is a language (at least for me: Only its https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Formal_grammar is quite nicely flexible and detachable into really fascinating parts and extensible / apply-able with just a piece of paper and a pencil).

Just try to think of it (from my POV) like the biggest, most fascinating and enticing https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lego - box i've ever discovered so far in my life.

To me it almost always feels like i gotta hide at least some parts (especially the purple and turquoise ones) of my "real" self, because i just wanna have and especially keep at least some close friends, depending on the level of trust, that we mutually did agree upon beforehand / both sides are able to handle at this point in time.

So i learned to vary my language according to my audience (only parameters in another abstract relation...).

This requires some patience and discipline, but thankfully this is learnable for me.

I omitted IQ-tests as an adequate instrument for measurement when i was 12, so a long time ago. I don't even believe i'd score high now, bc. i'm lazy af in "tests". These are mostly very boring for me.

My most favorite quote (i just remember this one from a t-shirt, i saw somewhere) is:

"I'd like to duel with you mentally but as i can see, you are unarmed".

If you now remember the lego-box and imagine it as a Swiss-army-knife weapon-wise (with about 5000 different tools built into it: the "other" knowledge i collected is just the material / clay i use), maybe you can imagine my inner self better somehow now.