I take it some of you have questions. I've come to answer them.

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[–]kazenmusic 1 insightful - 2 fun1 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 2 fun -  (4 children)

When I was about 20 (more than 50 years ago) I seemed to be offered some kind of enlightenment. It would be based in part on contempt for my fellow man and disregard for his fate, but the powers that would be granted would be superior talent and capability, the ability to bend others to my will and control things like business outcomes, possibly the ability to bend time to some extent, possibly the opportunity to occupy several different realities, a program of ongoing training, and a lot I didn't perceive properly or can't remember.

There was a certain amount of resonance with the ideas around angels and devils, and some kind of relationship with insects and birds; as though those equations were similar to political parties vying for power, let's say.

I failed to be accepted. There was something I couldn't understand, something I should relinquish that I could not freely part with. I think I wouldn't have agreed anyway, but at the time I don't believe I thought I had access to whatever that was anyway. The whole process took a number of months as I measure time, and ended with an emotional collapse (a 'nervous breakdown') from which I've never fully recovered, though I went on to a full and satisfying life.

I've always said to myself that I'll have some questions for Saint Peter when I meet him at the gate; but in the meantime I might as well ask you, since you appear to have about an equal measure of arrogance. Have you some ideas about all this that you could explain to me?

[–]369[S] 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (3 children)

Let me start off by saying I know practically nothing still. Some of the people I've encountered over the years were intellectually stunning. Even after years of searching for deeper truths, I don't just think I know next to nothing, I know that I don't.

Now, don't get me wrong, you're among many more than you might be able to guess which have made claims of my arrogance before. Still, I didn't choose this particular role because I lack arrogance. I learned how to do things at a very odd stage in my life, things that apparently qualify me for this type of role. As such, I bear the markings of someone seemingly implanted in this role, markings that seem to display the very arrogance you describe, an arrogance which I've found more or less necessary when it comes to acting out this sort of dynamic.

Since we've got that all out in the open though, I think I should ask you to be more specific. What exactly are you looking for me to touch upon? Are you asking me to describe generally what sort of position you found yourself in?

I can say a little, though:

The stories of Owls and Spiders are rather old from what I gather. Arachne has always spun her web. Athena was always jealous. The biggest thing separating them, however, was Athena's tendencies toward deception and Arachne's reliance upon Truth. Where Athena used her illusions of deception, Arachne would merely spin Truth. The reality of the situation is that Athena never realized it wasn't Arachne who was under Athena's illusion, but Athena who was under her own. She never could quite come to grips with reality - that she didn't have near the amount of control that Arachne did. This is why Arachne was punished - for daring to challenge Athena (the gods) with Truth.

Now, here we sit, speaking of tales of Truth and Deception as if we were shouting in a mirror, all while failing to realize that all we do is describe ourselves.

Always remember, to reach out, you must look within. You'll hardly find anything worthwhile in the binding agent that forms organized religion. Reading the signs is imperative.

[–]kazenmusic 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (2 children)

What to touch upon?

I've spent the rest of my life wondering what might have happened if I had not 'failed the exam'. It always seemed like a double-edged sword; being successful would have meant abandoning morality and civility for my fellow man. Not being successful left me as I have been; a slave rather than a controller, but with a controller's ambition. 

The current situation where we've all been scared into house arrest by what appears likely to be one of the biggest criminal conspiracies of all time, is a metaphor for the price of failure.  Nonetheless, I believe success would have been even more damaging ultimately to my soul, though it seemed like an exciting prospect and it appealed to my ego at the time.  

Nowadays we use words like 'psyop' to describe that kind of directive psychology; but there was an occult quality to it as well that I didn't understand, and still don't.  Was I involved in "neuro-linguistic programming"?  Is there a psychic overlordship that operates in and out of this time structure?  What part does decision play in creating one's reality?  What are other dimensions like, and how do they operate in resonance with this one?  Stuff like that.  

 In the end, and I'm fairly close to the end now,  I can't figure out whether I missed an adventure or dodged a bullet.

[–]kazenmusic 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

Something happened to the formatting there, sorry. Hope you can read it.

[–]369[S] 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

I'm just now seeing I didn't respond to this. Sorry, man.

Was I involved in "neuro-linguistic programming"?

No. That's a methodology used by people who know what they're doing. NLP is not a club or something, but a set of formulas to enact deception.

Is there a psychic overlordship that operates in and out of this time structure?

Sort of... but not better understanding that "time" is a construct and not an innate quality of this realm is probably impeding your comprehension. The thing that created this place and serves as its master is as much apart of you as it is everything else. Delineating between it and the divine tether pretty much explains the concept of duality as a whole.

What part does decision play in creating one's reality?

It's a sort of cause and effect kind of thing, which explains the whole "time" debacle. In short, you create your own reality by the decisions you make.

What are other dimensions like, and how do they operate in resonance with this one?

Maybe this realm should be thought of more as a test plane/realm. The further down you go, the "worse" things get. The higher up you get, the more "pure" things tend to be. Beyond this, I can't exactly say a whole lot more about this topic considering my having never been to another dimension (so far as I remember). I can mention, though, that there's some interaction between dimensions, but that's something we all sort of suspect without being able to explain.

In the end, and I'm fairly close to the end now, I can't figure out whether I missed an adventure or dodged a bullet.

Considering they tend to be the self-serving type who demean their fellow man, I'd say you dodged a bullet. You don't want all of that shit on your conscience once you get a better grasp of the terrible things they have done or are currently doing.

Go take a look at interviews that were given by spectators or family members who "lost a kid" during a school shooting or other false flag from the past ten years or so. You'll probably recognize some symbolism...