Age 60 today and here's what happened about 30 years ago. I had married a beauty queen and she acted like one and one day our marriage began its trip to hell. Weeks and months turned into years of just flat fucking nightmare of screaming and screaming and screaming pure hatred. I could NOT figure out what happened then one day she told me. She was out fucking another man and naturally if she did this then I must be gone to business trips fucking other women. She knew that. 100% convinced and she hated me for it. That hatred quite real and her fantasy of me fucking other women just that. A fantasy she believed and my denial simply meant I was lying. Result? Divorce of course and today I live my life in peace and the old bitch no longer the beauty queen and she lives alone and will likely die that way. So should YOU cheat and go fuck around = nope. Not even once for it destroys both trust and marriage and replaces love with utter contempt and hatred. If just one person is helped with this little diatribe then it was worth the effort to type it out.