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[–]iDontShift 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun -  (0 children)

nobody 'needs' them

[–][deleted] 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun -  (17 children)

Afaic i already got antibodies even though i never had symptoms. I stayed in hospitals for over 9 months in the last 2 years. (Which considered as a behavioural problem should get me infected). I really tried. Now i won't get the shot because from all my therapist (and therapy ONLY means treatment if you can follow my old Greek logic here: This implies physical as well as psychological treatment) i am immune. Because i got antibodies for a virus that never affected me with symptoms.

The downside here is: I also had two anaphylactic shocks in my youth. I also live in another country with other regulations. I won. Though you as OP and a person should know the real story here. Half my family died in the last 14 months.

It maybe nice to post Hannibal Lecter as meme. BUT it lacks decency.

P.S.: Just because my intestine chemistry isn't "standard" .(which obviously is the reason for my able defendant immune system), i don't like the implications you are playing here.

Eating human flesh can have a thousand other difficult implications. But you won't go into that. You hit me personally once. Now i hit you with this:

You are superficial and like a fish. Always swimming. You can't stay on point.

That is why you can't keep secrets and rather than focusing your energy you spread it without half a sense for purpose.

[–]JasonCarswell[S] 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun -  (16 children)

Sorry to hear about your illness and loss.

You take offense when none was given. An offense burglar. You are reading waaaaaaaaaaaay too much into this joke meme. Lecter is fiction. Yet sadly some folks are crazy like that. Unless your family was eaten, this joke meme has nothing to do with them. And unfortunately some rape jokes are still funny to many, even if some people have been raped. Obviously there are also a LOT of jokes that just aren't funny. Life is bittersweet, and I'd rather laugh at it than cry about it.

I don't recall "hit[ting you] personally once". If I knew what you were referring to I might apologize or stand firm or something in between.

You are superficial and like a fish. Always swimming. You can't stay on point.

Since about high school I've often said that I'm deep in my shallowness. I loved the glossy media and even became an animator primarily doing ads selling people shit they didn't need until I quit all that after almost a decade, in 2004.

It's true that my lack of focus is a serious problem. It was a problem even before I lost a dozen years to my own health issues: big pharma "anti"depressant poisons - but I'm on the veeeery slow mend.

That is why you can't keep secrets and rather than focusing your energy you spread it without half a sense for purpose.

I don't know which secrets you're referring to. I also don't know why I would want to keep secrets. I am an open book, on purpose. Secrecy is one of the greatest problems with our human world. With modern technology there is no good reason why all government, NGOs, secret agencies, media, corporate, influencers, and power players should not be 100% transparent and open. Of course they don't want us informed and they don't want their words and deeds exposed.

I admit my focus is like a laser on a discoball, but I assure you I have a grand plan with purpose, and just as it's foolish to focus to much at the exclusion of everything else and/or to centralize all your eggs in one basket - I am decentralizing with many things on the fire and several on the back burner. You will soon see some results by 9/11. /s/LeverMind

[–][deleted] 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun -  (15 children)

Stop jumping through hoops that don't exist.

You are here. I am here. I suppose we can coexist, even more: learn from each other.

You won't die so fast, well guess about me.

Come December this year i will be at home. This means i will have a lot of smurfs around me and i will have time. I will be at school then. Even.

This implies i just do my daytime magic for a living (e. g. showing a very simple proof and then asking about a very hard one on the exam)

Of course my business is mainly dead in winter but that is not the point here. At this future point in time i will delegate someone to actually refute your argument here.

Because i never found any of our discussions to be boring. I reach and you gotta cite and really write to refute. And if you you put in this much effort, i consider my arguments validated.

You should take this as the hard copy highest compliment i can give you, because when arguing with you i mostly don't feel so human.

That makes all this very strong.

You like your pea-counter approach, even i like your discipline.

I like my approach just flexing between what tactics and strategy are and at the same time i have a lot of - given- rather metacynical fun. You get something out of this the same as i do. Otherwise this wasn't so hard because clearly both of us are considering our options here.

One truth: i never disliked you. You are one in maybe a thousand persons on this planet who i like to actually spar with. This is something i hadn't had for at least fourteen years before i joined saidit.

[–]JasonCarswell[S] 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun -  (14 children)

I still don't understand you. This mysterious shit grows tired quickly. You're more annoying than entertaining. You wrote all of that and I have no clue what you're on about. This isn't sparring. This is timesuck. Speak clearly or don't waste my time - there's already enough bullshit in this world to try to decipher.

[–][deleted] 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun -  (13 children)

Feel it. 90 % of this board is about timesuck. Just feel it.

Damn i'd thought you really be ahead of that given all your seniority...

[–]JasonCarswell[S] 1 insightful - 2 fun1 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 2 fun -  (12 children)

90 % of this board is about timesuck.

I know it. I even participate in it. If you want serious communication with me then let's minimize it.

Damn i'd thought you really be ahead of that given all your seniority...

Attempting to insult me does not negate the fact that you won't communicate clearly - EXCESSIVELY.

[–][deleted] 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun -  (11 children)

Yeah. Minimize it. I always vote for that.

I just say things you don't like to hear. This is mainly because you are over 140 on a standard IQ test, as am i. We can debate. As i told you. I like you.

No matter what you do cite. Fighting me puts a certain strain on this board. And guess what: I like that.

[–]JasonCarswell[S] 1 insightful - 2 fun1 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 2 fun -  (10 children)

I just say things you don't like to hear.

No. You offer riddles only you understand and expect me to want to play in them. I prefer clear communication and I don't do games.

This is mainly because you are over 140 on a standard IQ test, as am i.

Mutual ego masturbation does not interest me either.

We can debate. As i told you. I like you. No matter what you do cite. Fighting me puts a certain strain on this board. And guess what: I like that.

I don't care. You've offered nothing to discuss here. Another timesuck. If you're so clever, entice me with some clever ideas, CLEARLY, and if there are pros, cons, or different perspectives on them we can discuss. Or better than clever ideas are clever resistance ideas, alternatives, and solutions that we can take from the theoretical into action.

Strain on this: Board Bored.

[–][deleted] 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun -  (9 children)

Sry that you are so disappointed from the person that i am. I feel almost nothing (i always need time backwards seen to even understand where you tried to hit me, honestly).

On the other hand: You feel and know that i keep most of my important stuff to myself. Because i always need time to validate (logically) for myself before i can follow and spread in here my sprinkle and strain here or there.

I believe (as i already given rather subtlety tried to echo) that you are in distress because i believe you overstretch your energy.

There is no reason to argue over things that i don't get. The same thing applies for things that don't interest me-.

On the other hand: I did Wittgenstein more than one time in German. Wanna do that ? Mr. Lumberfestival ? You think Philosophy and Mathematics are feelgood things like lumberjacking ? You can cut of your arms but i did never cut off my prospecting rather than judging personality and my OPTIMISM.

And last but not least: I hope you don't hate me now even more than you at this point in time because i'm actually quite familiar with pop culture:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AX_miaOfHrM

Now guess who is who ? Strain my mind rather than taking some conflict i don't even wanna know about (because i suppose it strains you hard). I can keep confidentiality even when you can't follow the first two or three steps. Get signal as a first step, if you want it.

lbl: I still believe we are friends. And i also believe i can take your emotional things quite well, because i don't feel like you do. We are quite complementary.

I need truth and reason. The channels and sources, as always are yours. But i'd really like you to STOP nitpicking just because you hate someone else at this point in time.

Before you answer: Consider carefully and take your time. Remember: I'm in math but far from exact. I'm also only human and very truthful ( because my memory is kind of fucked up but unique nonetheless).

Grab your grey and white hairs and look at them. Then look at thermodynamics. Entropy wins. You fkn KNOW it.

But i don't even need to know that. I know that you still like me somewhat otherwise you wouldn't nitpick so hard.

Stop judging and i will also. Let us define the pyramid in 21. century version. You stop picking so hard on my arguments and i stop "devils advocating" so hard on your personality.

We know our vulnerabilities on each other very well. Stop playing.

Begin a time where we show these kids !!! Positive keeps alive. Negativity kills as you already know. Half my family died in less than the last fourteen month.

Give me a reason by giving me a chance to reasonably stay on saidit. Disprove me. Judge my arguments.

BUT please stop judging me. I also will stop, because i am a principally fair person.

And stop your nitpicking: Learn from me rather: Words can be very sharp.

Get your wits rather than your search engine. That really could be productive for us two.

[–]JasonCarswell[S] 1 insightful - 2 fun1 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 2 fun -  (8 children)

I'm not disappointed, I'm not hating, I'm not anything - except annoyed when you speak in riddles and waste our time.

I'm not trying to hit you.

I do not know you. You have a wall of riddles around you, and now pointless drama, that prevents me getting to know you.

If you keep the important stuff to yourself, then that means you only share trivial shit.

Now guess who is who ?

More riddles. Steps to what? More unclear bullshit.

I don't hate anyone. I hate actions.

To actually make this a productive conversation, I have 4 questions for you.

What are your top 5 concepts that give you meaning or purpose?

What are your top 5 actions that give you meaning or purpose?

What are the top 5 most important concepts to help humanity?

What are the top 5 most important actions to help humanity?

From your list of 20 things, I'm sure we can find a few things good to actually discuss and/or act upon.