Anyone diagnosed with Autistic disorder from the old DSM?

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    [–]gloomy_bear[S] 4 insightful - 2 fun4 insightful - 1 fun5 insightful - 2 fun -  (4 children)

    it's like being the only sober person with a bunch of drunks; you're different, but you don't know why others act the way they do.

    [–]Vulptex 1 insightful - 2 fun1 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 2 fun -  (2 children)

    It's because they act on instinct and don't think: instincts we largely don't have.

    But other than that it's cool, unless it brings 9000 uncurable and untreatable mental illnesses along with it like uncurable depression, anxiety, behavior issues, horrible emotions, gender dysphoria, suicidal thoughts, derealization, depersonalization, and lack of or loss of all talent that is necessary for any kind of competence at any task, especially creative ones, and it ruins all special interests and all forms of escapism, makes everything dull and boring and irritating, and makes life a living hell. That's my life, and I just want it to end. I hate the world, I hate my body, I hate nature, I hate society, and I need to leave.

    [–]gloomy_bear[S] 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun -  (1 child)

    Interesting. I dislike the human race as a whole, and I do have body image issues, but I do believe that I do have a purpose in life anyways.

    [–]Vulptex 3 insightful - 2 fun3 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 2 fun -  (0 children)

    I am here for literally nothing but wasting valuable resources and whining about my troubles. I'm not capable of anything positive, every day is a battle and I only fight it because I'm afraid of what might happen to those who lose me. We are all lab rats in an unethical experiment of nature, and I was a flop.

    Be glad all you have is body image issues. That's a lot better than wanting to crawl out of your skin because of how it feels on you, and how your mind works the wrong way. And try to ignore the human race, most of them act like animals, only concerned about collective tribal welfare and maximizing procreation and preserving their bloodline. All pointless and worthless goals, and they attack anyone who stands out from the norm because they fear an unpredictable person could be a threat to the system.

    Now if this reincarnation thing is happening don't let the demons fool you, they are master deceivers who will convince you 1000% that they have your best interests at heart, but in reality they just want to keep using you for their own personal gain, indifferent to what they might put you through. The world itself runs on evil, the whole natural order is unethical, and no one is willing to acknowledge it. Some are in denial, others try to make it good; but all to no avail, it's just another form of coping and toxic positivity. Those with depression are persecuted for being more realistic and seeing through everyone elses' rose colored glasses, and other people hate that threat to their illusion of a divine world and good society.