'White' people as the psychologically castrated eunuchs of progressive communist ideology.

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[–]rightm[S] 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (3 children)

you sound neurotic and need to develop a more relaxed mindset not just for now but also in the long term ... You should also remember that the law still exists, and that it not only provides basic protections to everyone, but also limits intrusions into the privacy of citizens and penalises any illegal violations.

I'm really not worried about the law or legal issues, there are much more sinister and demonic forces in the world that have to do with issues deeper and darker than anything that can be prosecuted in a public court. I am worried about private and covert forces. Also, communists don't believe in privacy. While there are tonnes of things happening that I can't really confirm with concrete evidence, I can concretely confirm that my phone has been hacked before to play the audio clip "kill yourself" before. Thus whoever is targeting me clearly wouldn't mind if I was dead. Given that I have concrete evidence for this, it gives me backing for all of the other fucked up sinister things that I am noticing in my life, with respect to being monitored, followed, stalked and otherwise psychologically operated on. It's hard to not be neurotic when people literally want to murder me and are spying on me to such an extreme extent, monitoring my every movement, thought and feeling.

[–]NeoRail 3 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 1 fun -  (2 children)

I have heard stories like yours before. The first thing to consider is that you are probably extremely distressed right now. Even people who learn to cope with experiences like this and consider them "normal" are typically in a state of extreme distress. The most important thing to do is to calm down as much as you are able. When a person is in distress, it is more difficult to evaluate things correctly - it is easier to do so when you are calm. If you find it comforting, approach the issue logically - think about these experiences and try to see if they make sense. Why would anyone be stalking and tracking you specifically? What reasons are there to do so, when you are just a normal guy? Who would do such a thing, and how? I do not know how literal you are with this, but I should note that it is absolutely impossible for other people to monitor your thoughts and feelings. No one can see inside your mind, just like you cannot see inside the minds of others. Try and see if what you are experiencing sounds reasonable - I am sure that you see and hear these things with great clarity, but think and see if they also makes sense or not. Sometimes things we experience clearly turn out to be untrue, and even impossible in retrospect - like a mirage in the desert. Approaching things with this perspective may be helpful, because in my experience - and I have met a few people who have very similar stories to yours - even though the experiences these people have are very strong, none of them can really explain to me who is tracking them or how, or how it would be possible for anyone to monitor their minds or engage in other such impossible activities. I do not know you, and I do not know your circumstances, but it sounds to me like you are dealing with mental illness, possibly paranoid schizophrenia. Many people have this disease, and it is possible for them to lead wholesome, fulfilling lives if they receive the support they need - this is an illness like any other, and you should not feel afraid or ashamed to seek help. Life can be better, but I recommend that you seek out psychiatric help as soon as possible. Living like this must be extremely distressing for you, and unfortunately if left untreated, the symptoms will probably get worse over time, which is very taxing on the mind no matter how mentally resilient you are - such a thing will probably lead you to develop attachment to your experiences, and also various dysfunctional coping mechanisms in order to deal with them. That is why it is important for you to get the help you need. I do not know you, but whatever your situation may be, I hope you feel better soon, because what you have described must be very difficult to deal with. I do not know if any of my advice is of any help to you - if it is, then that is good, and if it is not, then I hope you discover the right way forward on your own. I wish you all the best.

[–]rightm[S] 3 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

I don't mean people can read my mind or anything crazy like that, nor am I having hallucinations. I mean to say that I am being spied on, through the hacking of my phone primarily. I have concrete and obvious evidence that my phone has been hacked. And this gives me a lot of good backing for the idea that I am being monitored in other ways.

[–]NeoRail 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

In that case, I'd say try not to use your phone for a while, maybe a month or as long as you need or want - if that's not possible, buy one of those old phones that don't have internet connection since those can't be hacked. It will give you more peace of mind if nothing else, and it is better for privacy and information security. In fact, it might be good to go tech or internet free for a while, at least as much as you can manage. Get some good print books to fill in the time too. Obviously that wouldn't solve the problem you are describing, but it would definitely lower the stress. People tend to be most stressed when they feel that they can't control anything, so taking back some control should help you feel better. Then you can go from there and see how things go. Unfortunately, besides offering some advice, I can't offer any other help.