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[–]rightm[S] 4 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 0 fun5 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

Maybe you'd be surprised but I don't even consider myself racist anymore. I'm trying to learn hebrew. I try to do so much in order to not make myself feel like some kind of secret Hitler, but no matter what I do, I can't just stop noticing the things that I'm noticing. I don't know what to do anymore. Given what I know about spying and psychological operations, I'm so scared that every "wrong" feeling or thought that I have will somehow be exposed and then used against me, like if I write something down in a note, or even in an anonymous blog. And it's not like I can just silence my thoughts. I'm actually posting this here fully aware that I'm already doxxed and there are probably federal agents reading this right now.

People keep telling me to "just ignore politics", but this is impossible when so many people around me, especially the people of my peer and age group, who in my mind are supposed to just be psychologically healthy normal people, almost all seem to be psychologically brainwashed by the politics I am somehow supposed to ignore. How can I escape politics when everyone around me seems to be so brainwashed and so fully captured by this new age bullshit?

[–]MarkimusNational Socialist 5 insightful - 1 fun5 insightful - 0 fun6 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

Good to see you again brother.

Maybe you'd be surprised but I don't even consider myself racist anymore. I'm trying to learn hebrew. I try to do so much in order to not make myself feel like some kind of secret Hitler, but no matter what I do, I can't just stop noticing the things that I'm noticing. I don't know what to do anymore. Given what I know about spying and psychological operations, I'm so scared that every "wrong" feeling or thought that I have will somehow be exposed and then used against me, like if I write something down in a note, or even in an anonymous blog. And it's not like I can just silence my thoughts. I'm actually posting this here fully aware that I'm already doxxed and there are probably federal agents reading this right now.

You need to listen to Strike and Mike, The People's Square and anything else Striker is on. You are lacking moral confidence, this is something he talks about a lot. You love your people, you hate the evil people doing injustices on your people due to this love. There's nothing about this that is 'wrong' and you need to internalise that you are morally correct, and in fact most people agree with us.

People keep telling me to "just ignore politics", but this is impossible when so many people around me, especially the people of my peer and age group, who in my mind are supposed to just be psychologically healthy normal people, almost all seem to be psychologically brainwashed by the politics I am somehow supposed to ignore. How can I escape politics when everyone around me seems to be so brainwashed and so fully captured by this new age bullshit?

You can't, there's no escaping it and the people telling you to 'just ignore it' are cowards who think they can just stick their heads in the sand. Well that's not going to happen, they won't leave white people alone until we're all dead. I think you should do the opposite of their 'advice' and seek out nationalists near you. Life is much better when you are regularly meeting up with /ourguys/ in real life socialising, physically training, and doing activism.

Lastly I recommend reading For My Legionaries and Conquering Berlin, and any other memoirs/biographical works of nationalist organisers from last century. I haven't read My Struggle but I'm sure it's great, Goebbels' diaries and his book 'The Struggle for Berlin' also might be great ones to look into. PM me if you want a link to 'The Struggle for Berlin', I can send you the PDF.