My first red pill was media bias, but I stayed basically a Bernie bro Chomsky liberal. Then it was the pill on feminism/women. Then a right wing libertarianism and Jordan Peterson phase and which helped me detach from the atheism plus and skeptic communities. Then race. Then holohoax (that one was easy to see though because I was already familiar with how to analyze historical texts). Then Uncle H. JQ was the last pill and I fought it pretty hard. I had a very very close friend from childhood of ashkenzai background and it was hard for me to accept that he was part of a group with such an obvious history of subversion of Europe and Christianity. Obviously I don't blame my friend or his family personally. Most Jews are quite unaware of their own tribes 'real' history. Every time they are exposed to their own history it's whitewashed with victimhood and historical revisionism. Most Jews do their jewing not knowing the collective impact it has on whites and white culture. They don't realize that by being so open to the black and brown outsider they're destroying the golden goose high trust white community that protects them and enriches them. In fact it's my little theory that Jews are only liberals because they hate not being the smartest person in the room and they think that liberalism is simply the 'smart people' political party. It's a weird insecurity they have amongst many others. Bottom line though: It's a much smaller group of Jews that pull the strings and coordinate the generational collective attacks.

Interestingly enough now with the knowledge I have looking back at these jewish kids and their behavior and in group preference with each other things make so much more sense.

Totally agree and that best friend I mentioned started to show those traits later in life. He very naturally gravitated to big city jews (many of whom were radical left wing) as he started to make money and now owns several multi housing structures he paid cash with and now landlords. His friendship clique were total assholes to me and assumed I was right wing even though at the time I was left. He didn't seem like a 'landlord' type to me growing up and I'm not really sure how he raised the money to buy such expensive properties but alas he seems to have networked his way into buying them.

edit. and to answer your question I was completely unaware of Jewish power pre alt right. In fact I was VERY philosemitic and bought all the victim hogwash.