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[–]samwhiskeyMethod of Destruction[S] 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (9 children)

Yeah, meth is probably my second. Liked it, loved it, hated it, wanted more, swore it off, etc. I really liked the shadow people though. My wife and I were seeing the same shit multiple times. Also the damn phantom radio stations when the fan was blowing or the shower going. That was weird, especially when we heard the same song playing.

Lost a job over it but it was a shit job and got a great one a couple months later. I'd like to enjoy it again but I'm too damn old for that shit now. Maybe a lesser stim like NEP...maybe.

[–]DrHorribleMaster of Delusion 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (4 children)

One of the reasons I have steered clear of meth, I can stay awake for 3 days without any drug. Figure if I did do it I would be up for a week or more.

[–]samwhiskeyMethod of Destruction[S] 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (3 children)

Meth was fun but lasted way too long. Also make my prostate swell (happens when you get older), which wasn't fun because I literally couldn't piss. Only happened on really high doses though.

I liked staying up and hitting the shadow people stage but my wife and I are compulsive redosers so it really took its toll on us. NEP is more my speed because it doesn't last as long, no harsh comedown, and you can snort it often, which is fun.

Probably staying away from stims for a good long while. Maybe forever. It's kinda the same with dissos as I loved them but probably not a good idea to introduce it back it.

That leaves lsd, 2cb, 4homet, weed, possibly other psychs.

[–]heapofjelly 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (2 children)

I always forget about 2C-B. It might be even more fun than MDMA, maybe the best of Sasha's magical half dozen. I recently saw a vendor advertising presses, I think 26 mg, for a tasty price, but it was on either Nightmare or that other market, the one that bills itself as being supportive and friendly. In any case, I didn't feel warm and fuzzy about the transaction, and these days it seems prudent to air on the side of caution. 2C-B isn't rare, and there was no reason to jump. Especially on a market that I don't feel entirely good about yet. It would have been an impulse buy anyhow, but having a stash of Nexus could have been cool.

I've never tried 4-HO-MET. Loved 5-MEO-DIPT, DPT and of course 4-ACO-DMT though. Is 4-HO-MET in that tactile/shroomy ballpark?

[–]samwhiskeyMethod of Destruction[S] 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

Kinda, but not much mind fuck (like 2cb). Great body high and really colorful visuals (not really in the sense of patterns, just colors like electricity). I didn't really like 4aco but that might have just been the batch.

[–]heapofjelly 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

I honestly can't distinguish between 4-ACO and boomers. 4-ACO is more predictable dose-wise, IMHO, but it is equally chatty in the head (to me). You know how acid and 2C-B are like driving, and shrooms are like an Uber with a talkative driver. 4-ACO does that too. Sometimes it is good, sometimes it is annoying.

[–]heapofjelly 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (3 children)

I hear you about age. That first shot, when you realize for the first time that there is almost a psychedelic component, as your vision gets brighter and wavey and your legs and heart start to sing - totally different from ear ringing "helicopters" you get banging coke. Coke would have killed me, nearly puking on shots and still trembling from the last while setting up the next. I don't have the self control to do coke. I don't have self control with meth either, but doses are further apart, and the LD50 is higher, less chance of death. Besides, I had to pay for coke, meth and cat were essentially free, sell a few grams to a friend and you paid for your own.

Reading my post above, I said CrO2, but it was TRIoxide, CrO3. We never used permanganate. Not sure why, there was probably a reason, but cat was crap by comparison anyway, we rarely bothered. Nowadays I probably couldn't even handle it. I do MDMA a couple times a year, MDA every couple years, and acid four or five times a year (aside from microdosing every three days). Shit, I don't even smoke pot every day anymore. Somehow by attrition, drugs stopped being the focus. Now it is all about work, wife, grandkids and stuffing the retirement account as much as possible while I can still work.

At least we have cool memories, mate. And a retirement full of fishing trips and acid trips to look forward to. :)

[–]samwhiskeyMethod of Destruction[S] 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (2 children)

Hiking in the mountains and camping under the stars...

[–]heapofjelly 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

Hell yes. Hiking has become our weekend passion this year. I'd post some pics, but, well, you know. By the time they were cropped, edited and blurred for opsec, they'd be small glimpses of rocks, water and grass.

Camping is next on the agenda. Day trips are starting to pass too quickly.

[–]samwhiskeyMethod of Destruction[S] 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

We haven't been camping yet either. I love hiking and my dream hike is the continental divide. There is a place where all the rain that goes on one side of the US empties into the atlantic and the other side into the pacific. There is a stream that forks and one fork goes into one ocean and the other fork into the other ocean. I want to piss upstream of that and have my piss go into two totally different directions.