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[–]jingles[S] 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (10 children)

The funny thing is that I really believed the story of the cave and the angel.. I am not an easy sell. But I swallowed it hook and sinker..

And now I am getting ready to do the ultimate stupid act.

Once I get on the stupid train, there is no turning back.

It's odd, I always expected that I might one day go the other route, but I guess not.

[–]Alienhunter 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (9 children)

Why should you knock yourself for believing a story that billions of other people believe in?

Every religion has it's angel in the cave type story. People believe them. Very smart people do. It's easy to see the flaws in the other stories but it's hard to see the flaws in our own.

[–]jingles[S] 1 insightful - 2 fun1 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 2 fun -  (8 children)

I am now open to the possibility of buying some fentanyl.

But I don't know anything about fentanyl.

If I go in the street to buy it, I won't know if I am buying vitamins

[–]Alienhunter 1 insightful - 2 fun1 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 2 fun -  (7 children)

Nah wanna avoid the opioids. Stick with the legal stuff. Pot and alcohol in moderation aren't so bad. Neither is tobacco really. Course they all just borrow from tomorrow. You'll feel a bit better now and feel a bit worse later. Sometimes that's what you need but it's best to view the world in all it's sober terror until you find your place in it. Then you can enjoy vice.

Just follow the rules. Never drink on an empty stomach. Never drink alone. Never drink quickly. And never drink more than two days in a row.

Naturally as a hippocrate I break all these rules.

[–]jingles[S] 1 insightful - 2 fun1 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 2 fun -  (6 children)

Those that are familiar with me around here know that I am a bit odd, and umm, I am only interested to get high one time.

Fentanyl looks like a nice high.

[–]Alienhunter 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (5 children)

Problem with opioids. You are at a very high risk of not getting high just that one time. Cause it's a very nice high, and you'll feel like shit until you can get another nice high, but the next high won't be as good, and it never will be, chasing the dragon is a very real problem.

Other drugs, less likely to result in permanent nasty addiction. Opioids? Let's just say they are the reason most Asian countries still have the death penalty on their books for drug smuggling.

Try adrenaline it's a nice high as well. Skiing or Skydiving would be my recommendations. Roller coasters can work as well.

[–]jingles[S] 1 insightful - 2 fun1 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 2 fun -  (4 children)

I never thought of this.. I could fly in to a country, carrying heroin, and they would execute me.

Are they pretty quick about it? How will they execute me? Maybe they will make me french kiss school girls until I drop dead.. I am ready..

[–]Alienhunter 1 insightful - 2 fun1 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 2 fun -  (3 children)

Nah some countries they'll get you even with a smallish amount of pot. Singapore. Legal process will take several years and I think death is by usually hanging. Though China might simply do the firing squad. Not sure. China isn't exactly forthcoming on their execution statistics.

[–]jingles[S] 1 insightful - 2 fun1 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 2 fun -  (2 children)

I just want to end my life legally.

By the book.

[–]Alienhunter 1 insightful - 2 fun1 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 2 fun -  (1 child)

Death comes for us all eventually. Just go the lazy way and wait for it to come to you. No point in rushing the inevitable. Patience is a virtue.