Shootingteen shotgun suicide that quarantined wpd on reddit

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[–]Ac1dre1gn 40 insightful - 2 fun40 insightful - 1 fun41 insightful - 2 fun -  (6 children)

Ive had to help a woman clean up her sons room after he commited suicide in there. Fluids soaked through the mattress and box spring. Brain matter, skull fragments, hair everywhere. It was not a pretty scene. I volunteered so she didnt have to deal with the mess. This was almost 30 years ago and I remember that room vividly. From that day I told myself that if i ever planned suicide, it would be somewhere that my family wouldnt find me. Guy owed money for drugs and put a slug in a shotgun and placed it under his chin.

[–]matthewfuture 16 insightful - 2 fun16 insightful - 1 fun17 insightful - 2 fun -  (4 children)

I was in a bad place for awhile, and the primary way I wanted to go was via a firearm. Even though I could go out in the woods, it would still make a mess, so I then decided that hanging myself on a tree limb would be the cleanest way to go (pills aren't a surefire way) and wouldn't force my parents the responsibility of cleaning my brain matter or anything from my house. Luckily I'm doing better so don't have to make the choice and that's not in my mind anymore. My bigger issue is drinking myself to death - not trying to - but a realistic outcome that I've been working on changing.

[–]1ab2cd3ef 9 insightful - 2 fun9 insightful - 1 fun10 insightful - 2 fun -  (0 children)

Your last sentence reminds me of a line in the Shawshank redemption's Stephen King's novel, saying something like this: "Ultimately there's only two things you can do: Being busy living or being busy dying. There's no in-between."

[–]OEK240 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

This comment may have been made a year ago but whatever. If you’re working on not drinking yourself to death I have a recommendation that helped me. I hope you’re in a place where pot is legal because marijuana is much less harmful and still makes me feel relaxed. It’s also motivated me to eat when I lack an appetite and to go out and exercise. Hoping you’re doing well since Covid-19 shifted everything

[–]matthewfuture 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

I really appreciate the thoughts. I've cut back quite a bit (at least for me), so no more liquor. And Covid did help in a way since I don't go out to bars anymore. Also am unemployed so I don't really have money to drink, but I can get enough to keep me satiated; I hang out with my parents more, and they are helping me out, and it is really great to reminisce with them. I'm just very lucky that I have a great Mom and Dad. Though I can't hang out with my friends as often, it's okay, keeps me out of trouble ;) Hope you have been doing safe as well. Thanks again.

Oh, edit: Covid hit right when I was starting to go to counseling and attending AA meetings. What great timing, lol!.

[–]niggastolemybike 5 insightful - 1 fun5 insightful - 0 fun6 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

I've never really thought about it but I kind of assumed that emergency services would have some type of cleaning unit or something. I can't imagine expecting a mother to clean up after this. Not that it means anything but thanks for helping her out.

[–]hans91399 26 insightful - 2 fun26 insightful - 1 fun27 insightful - 2 fun -  (7 children)

Jesus i remember this vividly. I was really suicidal before watching it

[–]thomyorke 39 insightful - 3 fun39 insightful - 2 fun40 insightful - 3 fun -  (1 child)

Was in the exact same boat as you. Planned on offing myself by shotgun until I saw this video. Then thought, "fuck that, this is horrible." And now I'm alive. Reddit banning WPD was a stupid mistake since many people no longer have access to video deterrents like this one.

[–]Raknarg 9 insightful - 2 fun9 insightful - 1 fun10 insightful - 2 fun -  (0 children)

That's the question though. Is it always a deterrent? Does it also help idealization? I feel like it deters more, but idk if this kind of thing has been studied enough.

[–]SaucyKarenFromReddit 24 insightful - 2 fun24 insightful - 1 fun25 insightful - 2 fun -  (0 children)

shit like this opens your eyes to the realization that once its over, its over, no turning back, its just not worth it no matter how bad things get

[–]efreshwater5 9 insightful - 2 fun9 insightful - 1 fun10 insightful - 2 fun -  (0 children)

Hope you're doing better

[–]shiv68 4 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 0 fun5 insightful - 1 fun -  (2 children)

Did it seem like a permanent solution to a temporary problem?

[–]fuckReddit 8 insightful - 1 fun8 insightful - 0 fun9 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

No because in the moment the "temporary problem" keeps on going on and on

[–]shiv68 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

I can relate to that. For me it goes up and down.

[–]thegreatestminer 20 insightful - 2 fun20 insightful - 1 fun21 insightful - 2 fun -  (1 child)

Oh wow, you got the entire livestream.

Happens at 6:00 btw.

[–]matthewfuture 8 insightful - 2 fun8 insightful - 1 fun9 insightful - 2 fun -  (0 children)

I had seen just the clip of him shooting, but the whole thing is much harder to watch. I'll admit that I started crying a bit when his mom found him.

[–]NoRagrets 19 insightful - 1 fun19 insightful - 0 fun20 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

This stopped me going to the bridge so many times. Banning WPD was the stupidest thing Reddit has ever done.

[–]SaucyKarenFromReddit 16 insightful - 2 fun16 insightful - 1 fun17 insightful - 2 fun -  (0 children)

i cant handle hearing the girl in the stream trying to plead with him, shes is a reck at the end, she can barely even talk, this wasnt fair on her.

[–]nhc788 12 insightful - 1 fun12 insightful - 0 fun13 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

This one is really sad

[–][deleted] 9 insightful - 2 fun9 insightful - 1 fun10 insightful - 2 fun -  (3 children)

That's one heavy duty gun.

[–]Tyronecactus 7 insightful - 1 fun7 insightful - 0 fun8 insightful - 1 fun -  (2 children)

KSG, if you're wondering

[–]ZoMgPwNaGe 4 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 0 fun5 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

KSG Keltec to be precise. I have one.

[–]Travalanche 7 insightful - 4 fun7 insightful - 3 fun8 insightful - 4 fun -  (0 children)

Keltec KSG to be more precise.

[–]HopeThatHalps 7 insightful - 1 fun7 insightful - 0 fun8 insightful - 1 fun -  (4 children)

Is it known who this is or where it happened?

[–][deleted] 15 insightful - 2 fun15 insightful - 1 fun16 insightful - 2 fun -  (3 children)

yes, this is reddit user /u/shuaiby

[–][deleted] 10 insightful - 1 fun10 insightful - 0 fun11 insightful - 1 fun -  (2 children)

wait really? It's kinda creepy going through his profile.. owell.. that's never stopped me before

[–]Pannuba 12 insightful - 1 fun12 insightful - 0 fun13 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

Why do you watch anime?

To survive.

:(

[–]Travalanche 8 insightful - 14 fun8 insightful - 13 fun9 insightful - 14 fun -  (0 children)

Didn't work

[–]Possibilities 4 insightful - 2 fun4 insightful - 1 fun5 insightful - 2 fun -  (1 child)

Not loading

[–]Rancidacid 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

Same wont load

[–]throwaway9034 4 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 0 fun5 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

What's the story here? Who are the people talking at the start? The suicide didn't have much of an effect on me at this point but damn, that girl pleading with him was hard to watch.

Could he hear her before he did it?

[–]guest75 10 insightful - 2 fun10 insightful - 1 fun11 insightful - 2 fun -  (0 children)

If I'm remembering correctly he was in the closet. Joined a manipulative discord server that doxxed him and threatened to tell his family, if he didn't send the server pictures of crossdressing in costumes he couldn't afford.

[–]jeffep 4 insightful - 1 fun4 insightful - 0 fun5 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

This is really sad for everyone. When I get random thoughts to do something like this, it never includes people crying out, brain matter splattering, and family's lives being ruined, instead my brain is selfish and just wants to escape living with depression and suicidal ideations. Please go see a therapist or at least try medications if you feel like this.

[–]kasloc 3 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

Mirror?

[–]Pannuba 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

I had to stop when the woman saw him. Jesus Christ.

[–]command_deleted 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

who you think she was? I can stomach this seeing his gun and seeing him breathe but I fucking won't force myself to the shock of finding a family member who blew his head in his room

[–]redrumcherub 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

does anyone have another link to this? for some reason it won’t load for me.

[–]choosenBabaJohnson 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

The Video isnt loading for me . Fortunately i found a 50 min version on DA ill post the link for you guys. Two things, first iam glad that this sub is back, second can someone provide me a functioning downloadlink of the video ill would appreciate it.

Here the Link to the 50 Min Vid: https://deathaddict.co/videos/2770/teen-livestreams-his-suicide-on-youtube/

[–]CloverSands 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

Lol Not paying $10 for that

[–]bigbossmaxx 1 insightful - 2 fun1 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 2 fun -  (1 child)

this shit never fails to cheer me up : the guy found his peace. lovely. fuck his mother and fuck everyone in his family for being shitstains.

[–]fjwekl 1 insightful - 2 fun1 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 2 fun -  (0 children)

wrg

[–]AgainstTheTides 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (3 children)

I remember that one, I can't be for sure, but I thought it was posted before the quarantine. Feel free to correct me if I'm wrong.

[–]TheProgrammingDog 7 insightful - 1 fun7 insightful - 0 fun8 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

I title said it was the reason for quarantine.

[–]Matjoeh 3 insightful - 3 fun3 insightful - 2 fun4 insightful - 3 fun -  (1 child)

Reading mother fucker, do you do it?!

[–]AgainstTheTides 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

As in a significant amount of time passed between the posting of the video and the quarantine. That's why I said I could be wrong. Personally the passage of time is...weird for me.

[–]PrimeTech 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

Bang is at 6:00

[–]ScarXLXX 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

Oh no not this vjdeo fuck this

[–]CumDumps 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

who are the people reacting?

[–]CloverSands 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

Mother and sister

[–]CloverSands 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

This is why you shouldn't commit suicide. You might shut down a subreddit.

[–]CloverSands 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

God, the last few things on his Reddit profile are just sad. Somone commented him this:

Wish you best of luck man. And may our roads will sometime cross again in the future.