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[–]Suicdsolo[S] 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun -  (3 children)

Ou where super unlucky, it s good that something got bether. I wish you a lot of lusk in life. Unfortunately i don t have a story. I just came up with the idea of dying one day. And now i want it more every day. I m not curious, bcause if i m dead i wont be able to miss or want some thing. So it wouldn t matter if i miss a marvel movie. In they nothing matters. It s just the human brain who creates this so that we stay alive. Working fot money that hobbys , eating and repeating. It just a distraction. Things matter because people want them to matter. But if you die all this looses the matter. And the only thing making a human death sad is the people who will be sad. But the person who died lost nothing and feels nothing anymore. Sorry for my bad English, it only my 2nd year of learning it

[–]JasonCarswell 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun -  (2 children)

I understand your existential angst.

I agree with you in that nothing really means anything. Except when we make it mean something.

Where do we find the will to make meaning? Besides scarcity, I can't say, and even scarcity only applies when certain subjective labels are applied.

IMO, death is not sad. I find it tragic only when life is stolen, and terribly tragic when people suffer. And suffering includes those who feel nothing, which I might argue is the worst kind of torture. To exist for nothing is painfully tedious.

Beyond telling you that your English is exceptional for your second year, I don't know how to comfort you - other than to recommend looking into these 3 topics:

  • Existentialism - the only philosophy that makes sense to me
  • Zen Buddhism - especially about nothingness and suffering
  • Dr. Gabor Maté - the only doctor I've seen who understood depression

[–]Suicdsolo[S] 2 insightful - 2 fun2 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 2 fun -  (1 child)

Ok i will try

[–]JasonCarswell 1 insightful - 2 fun1 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 2 fun -  (0 children)

I hope you do. Not for me, but for yourself. I wish I could help more.