I can't find it anywhere, it's my favourite gore video of all time. It's important to me because I self harm and seeing someone dying from it helps me not wanna do it

The video is a guy who slit his wrists bleeding out, and he is talking to the camera and it's gushing all over the floor. It was on bestgore, but the video link is dead so I dont know where to find it.

Any help would be appreciated, thank you