Soulnexus

mander2000 · 2024-10-08T11:38:08+00:00

Buddhist Theory: Logical negation operations with adjective descriptor, on the "3 marks of existence" reveals the teachings on "Heretical Teachers"

Permise - 3 Marks in "conditioned" existence:

1) Suffering

2) Impermanence

3) non-self

Method - extremists adjective descriptions:

2A) Permenance = forever -> "Frozen in place" ; (eg. eternalism)

2B) Impermanance = instability -> "Burned to nothingness"; (eg. nihilism)

3A) All-self = greed/impose; (eg. egotism)

3B) Non-self = hate/evasiveness (eg. denialism, non-existentialism)

Permise: Assume SUFFERING is acceptable as "necessary evil"; then the hidden malcious nefarious goal is possibly:

A) permanence + All-self -> greedy imposer (eg. monotheism. tyranny)

B) permanence + non-self -> all - destroyer (eg. annihilationism, nihilism)

C) impermanence + All-self -> decietful selfishness (eg. egotism, hednoism, materialism ).

D) impermanence + non-self -> dishonest denialist (eg. egotism, hednoism, materialism ).

Theoritical Conclusion: Suffering should be aimed as the goal for total elimination from the "3 Marks of conditioned existance" triplet of ( Suffering | Impermanence | Not-self ). This is consistent with the 4 noble truths as taught by Shakyamuni Buddha. Any teachings that accepts "suffering is a necessary evil" can be called inherently malcious/defeatist/fatalist, and would not be consistent with the ultimate goal "to end suffering".

Corollary 1:

Sample source on "3 marks of existence" as [ Dated 29 December 2019 ]:

https://en.wikipedia.org/w/index.php?title=Three_marks_of_existence&oldid=933066316

"In Buddhism, the three marks of existence are three characteristics (Pali: tilakkhaṇa; Sanskrit: trilakṣaṇa) shared by all sentient beings, namely impermanence (anicca), dissatisfaction or suffering (dukkha), and non-self (anattā). These three characteristics are mentioned in verses 277, 278 and 279 of the Dhammapada. "

Corollary 2: double negations on both ends of extreme (eg. Neither All-self nor Non-Self), is useless in logical-adjective evaluations, for ethics & morality (eg. Agnosticism "Suspension of Judgement" -> possible Amoralism/Hednoism)

Corollary 3: All three conditions in the above scenario "D)" are easily observable:

2B) impermanence is easily obsevable through "changing seasons" and "movement of every single", time and space flow

3B) Non-self is easily observable in difference of actions/behaviors/opinions, during interactions with other living beings

1B) Suffering can easily be observable in dealing with loss and grief in general (eg. friends or family memebers). Fights during disagreements .... etc.

Corollary 4: 6 Heretical Teacher taught in Dhamma - https://www.dhammawheel.com/viewtopic.php?t=45989, 2023 Sep 8

Agnosticism : Suspension of judgement

Amoralism : Denies any reward or punishment for either good or bad deeds

Materialism : live happily; with death, all is annihilated

Fatalism : we are powerless; suffering is pre-destined

Eternalism : Matter, pleasure, pain and the soul are eternal and do not interact

Jainism : Extreme restraint (in precepts), assume only negative no positive Karma

Half · 2021-05-26T18:07:01+00:00

These concepts are, by necessity, abstract, and are intended to be taken literally and metaphorically simultaneously. The whole and the part being inseparable.

The abstraction being necessary because of the difficulty in translating one's view of the Infinite to an other. The work of transcription being left to the one who holds the instrument.

Section 1:

There are many directions that our Path of experience may take us. While this Path has no end, and no beginning, still, there is progress to be made. Many directions lead to dead ends. Many may cocreate an indescribable experience of fulfillment. It is the perspective of the one who walks the path that determines not only which directions are which, but also what is possible along the Path.

This concept can be seen when considering one's past experiences. As one experiences time, moves along the path, the past and future embody a hue congruent with one's present mentality, despite the fact that the events which make up the past and future themselves remain unchanged.

Events are mentally transmuted into that which is either buoyant or ballast, when viewed in relation to the whole Path, and are then used as foundation for behavior. Behavior is the sum total of one's experience and perspective. Maintaining an appropriate perspective is critical to one's ability to act skillfully (efficiently) within one's environment, and requires sustained discipline and attention to develop. Sustained discipline and attention radically impacts one's ability to discover new perspectives, via the cultivation of creativity in a given direction. New perspectives shape reality, or one's conception of the Path.

For example, one bumps one's head against an unseen shelf. In one case, the individual nourishes anger. He ignores the part he played in placing the shelf and filling it with contents, now disrupted. He blinds himself to the convenience and utility the shelf has provided over time by focusing on the sensation of pain, amplifying it and his anger, while wishing that his circumstances were not as they are. He blames the shelf for being in the wrong place at the wrong time. Under the surface, outside of his awareness, he is ashamed of his mistake and berates himself for not being better. He leaves the series of events frustrated, without setting aright the contents of the shelf, thus creating work for himself at a later time.

In another case, the individual does not nourish the anger, though he senses it's presence within himself. Instead, he has built a mentality which allows him to recognize his own work within his environment. While there is pain (discomfort), he firmly places focus on his perception that it is fading rapidly. He assigns blame neither to himself, nor circumstance, allowing space for the disrupted contents to enter his awareness, and he corrects them. Grateful for the opportunity to test his progress, he leaves the series of events having embodied equanimity.

In another example, the individual nourishes only silence. The banging of the head, the beckoning of sensation, the temptation to react and interpret all meet the impenetrable ground of Being. He leaves the series of events exactly as he was before they found expression through him.

This analogy demonstrates how one plays a pivotal role in one's environment, yet lacks sufficient representation of the will of the environment itself. Let us explore this concept.

However tenaciously the environment insists itself onto one's Perception of the path, it is the sole responsibility of the individual to determine for oneself what is allowed to live in one's awareness. This is because as ONE entity one is on ONE path.

For example, when visiting a dealership, one would seek the expertise, or lack thereof, of the salesperson. Despite the salesperson's best tricks and effort, when he asks for the sale, he cannot say yes for the customer. Salespeople simply produce an environment in which a yes seems reasonable.

The team of sales entities manipulate the environment in an attempt to manipulate you, but they can never manipulate you directly. You manipulate yourself into agreeing or disagreeing with the environment, and base your actions accordingly. This power of discernment is one's inalienable Freewill and ONESELF is the only entity who can ever manipulate ONESELF. Easy to forget!!

There are as many perspectives of one event as there are atoms in the Universe (Unlimited Choice). Depending on the nurtured Perspective, one's view of one's Path alters drastically, consciously or subconsciously, thus effecting how one interacts with one's Environment, which itself is constantly in the process of altering one's perception. The Environment need not change for Perception to change, but a change in Perception will, eventually, change the Environment.

If the Environment is a kind of egg, then perception may create the shell. What could lie beyond this shell?

Section 2:

"Just as a man has two parents, and four grandparents, and eight great‑grandparents, and sixteen great‑great‑grandparents, and so on until when, say, forty generations are calculated the numbers of ancestors run into many millions—so it is with the number of causes behind even the most trifling event or phenomena, such as the passage of a tiny speck of soot before your eye. It is not an easy matter to trace the bit of soot back to the early period of the world’s history when it formed a part of a massive tree‑trunk, which was afterward converted into coal, and so on, until as the speck of soot it now passes before your vision on its way to other adventures. And a mighty chain of events, causes and effects, brought it to its present condition, and the latter is but one of the chain of events which will go to produce other events hundreds of years from now. One of the series of events arising from the tiny bit of soot was the writing of these lines, which caused the typesetter to perform certain work; the proofreader to do likewise; and which will arouse certain thoughts in your mind, and that of others, which in turn will affect others, and so on, and on, and on, beyond the ability of man to think further—and all from the passage of a tiny bit of soot, all of which shows the relativity and association of things, and the further fact that “there is no great; there is no small; in the mind that causeth all.”" - The Kybalion

This passage describes how our environment is a matrix woven of interdependent causes and their effects, in other word, Relationship. Events are made up of, not only the elements of the periodic table, which come together, in many combinations, to cocreate the event, but also of thoughts created, the interpretation of thought forms by those witness to the event, and all resulting behavior. All of this works as one to form our culture, which acts as a living (nourishing) veil to many.

We know causes by their effects. It may be supposed that there are many, many causes outside of our awareness and capacity to perceive and conceive, yet, we are effected through near limitless chains of transition and translation. These causes must be operationally resigned to Mystery, however, we may catch glimpses of them via the Laws of Nature around and within us. Anything which wishes to express itself through the environment must conform to that environment. Otherwise, there would be no acceptable medium for expression, and the thing would be forced to the edge of Perception, where it's capacity to effect the environment would be significantly, if not entirely, stripped from it.

This conformation looks something like this:

In order for a seed to become another seed, it must wrap itself in the elements (Fire, Water, Air, Earth) of it's environment as well as Harmonize with the ebb and the flow of the planet and innate predisposition. Having successfully integrated with that which surrounds it, and after escaping the throes of immaturity, a body is attained which is capable of more than simply bending to the collective will of those surroundings. It may produce new life and affect it's surroundings in a greater capacity than was possible in it's youth. As exponential growth of the body takes over at a certain period of a plants life, so too does it take over in it's ability to act as a mover of it's environment. However, the encumbrance of innate predisposition is one with the entity until death. For example, a plant may not produce a flower before it produces a stem.

There are some big ideas. Big ideas, like nearly everything else, are made of smaller versions of themselves.

You know how sometimes, when you're traveling home, through whatever means of conveyance, lost in thought or distraction, somehow you always make it back. Without even trying. How far does that concept go along the Path?

EpsteinIsHung · 2020-09-29T18:20:21+00:00

There seems to be quite a bit of misunderstanding of who the counterparts of our light filled friends are, and what the role of the shadows ultimately is, what kinds of tasks they've been given, and what kinds of tactics they use to accomplish their goals. I do not claim to have many of the answers, but I do believe that all of us have been given different perspectives, and my path has been quite intimately involved with the shadows without even being aware of it. Only as of lately, have I been gaining understanding of how the puzzle pieces kind of come together, and I'm hoping that others will gain insight from this post and it will spark insightful discussion.

Let's get started. There are some universal laws that all beings, collectives, and all there is must obey. Light and shadows are one of these things. Light and darkness must always be in balance because they support each other and one couldn't exist without the other. If an individual is walking towards a light, they do not even see the shadow that's being cast behind them, and stronger the light that they are walking towards, the darker the shadow will be. As long as in individual walking towards the brilliant light doesn't look back, everything is wonderful because the shadow isn't real ultimately and it never had, and never will have, any real power. Only light has the real power, because it is the only real thing that exists. However, for us to remain in ignorance who the shadows are, insist that they are not 'real' because we can make them disappear by just changing our beliefs, is doing a huge disservice to self because we cannot understand the Soul or light fully without understanding the whole picture.

Before I dive too deep in, I would like to explain that each individual does have the power to decide whether they walk towards the light, directly away from the light, or do 'spirals' around the light keeping essentially the same distance, feeling like one is moving, but also feeling stuck. You have the power to decide this by deciding to choose to believe in love, light, and truth, or choosing to believe in fears, illusions, and narratives that do not serve us. However, the narratives that we believe in do become 'real' in quite literal sense of the word just like the physical reality is real but still only a 'shadow' compared to what's yet to come.

The vessels we call our bodies and this physical world is the meeting place between light so bright and extreme that it will never be fully known in its infiniteness, and darkness, corruption, and disturbing aspects about the darkness that fortunately most people never have the displeasure of having to experience intimately. If we fail to understand the shadow part of our self, we are half wise and continue on the spiral for thousands of years. Look at humans, that's what we've been doing because we claimed to be wise, but only ever understood half of our identity. I'm beating around the bush quite a bit, because I want y'all to understand that these truths will result in very truthful and light filled and powerful narratives ultimately, but will cause fear, denial, projections, and blaming messengers like myself for only seeing half of the picture, when in fact, your ego is the one that's missing the other half. It's neat that we can understand that there is no real separation between us and shadows, or each other, and all that, BUT THE SEPARATION IS REAL, just like the SEPARATION IS AN ILLUSION. Yeah, sounds like a paradox. It is, but in life, everything is ultimately a paradox. Just don't get so caught up in denying your individual identity and calling ourselves one with all that there is, because it will completely diminish your beauty and you aren't in the same situation or same vessel as a crack addict who scrapes paint from the floor thinking that it may be crack. Your brain in your brain, and it's in your head, not in your gut because it would get infected by all of the gut bacteria and shit passing through the intestines. The separation is an instrument, a very real one. And once it has served its' purpose, it will cease to exist. And many of us have experienced full unity in visions and incredible experiences, and that's the direction we are headed. But please, do not insist that the shadows I'm about to speak of aren't 'real', because they are. They have no real power, they live in their illusions just like we do, but they've fucked up the world in quite the ways that "you" aren't responsible, and your vessel will not pay the penalties for their sins. Their souls and vessels will have to go through some absolute awful shit, because they've committed crimes against God in ways that we don't even really want to know, because the natural consequences that universe has bestowed upon them are too horrific for many minds to even want to comprehend. If you'd like to get a glimpse of what the penalty for their sin is going to be like, an eternal death of the soul or "traditional Christian hell" may sound like a more appealing option than what they'll go through. Anyways, enough of that. Y'all are beings of light, and you are fully protected and held by the highest order, this is not a fate that any of you have to worry about.

The shadows are real. They have no presence on this physical realm, but they exist in 'dream' realms that many of us know by 4th density and higher, but most of them to best of my understanding exist 'up' in 4th d. All these numbers and concepts are symbolical, so it doesn't make that much sense to dive into the topic where they come from, because what's important is what they do to us, how we can understand them, understand ourselves, and surrender to the divine will that protects us from their attacks rather than "fighting" them, and giving them power that makes them quite real. I'm going to run at a risk of sounding a conspiracy theorist here, but one of the main culprits in the physical world that acts as a puppet for the shadows and the shadow managers is CIA. That MKUltra thing never was the thing you heard about, that was only the tip of the iceberg, and CIA is quite aware of how nature of reality works, how dreams work, how to plant ideas in minds of people in dream states, how to 'erase' or wipe memories or even people, give them new identities... this is not too relevant here and perhaps I shouldn't scare some of you away with this kind of talk, but fuck it, here's the full truth as I understand it in my reality because fuck CIA, the pitiful sad little puppet it is, and all the crimes against humanity they've committed. The CIA on this physical realm doesn't know much at all, and they are pretty much just as ignorant as rest of humanity walking here, but there are individuals and parts within the organization that know a lot and are the ones orchestrating this sick play. The CIA thinks that they are in control. They are not, and the shadows that are pulling the strings are now only waking up from their illusion in which they thought they had real power, and for the life of them, can't figure out why the world doesn't work the way how they thought it did.

These shadows cause many of the thoughts and feelings we have in our minds. And it is quite true that there isn't "real" separation between us and the shadows, which is one of the reason why they are allowed to operate in ways which they are. They do need to respect our free will, just like the beings of light need to respect our free will and can't just pop in front of us and give us faith in the form of performing signs and wonders that disregards the decision we have to choose our own believes and the kind of faith we have in ourselves, others, and our creator. These shadows are ultimately accountable for their actions and crimes, and they know this, which is why they operate in very subtle and unnoticeable ways that ulitmately allows us to make a choice. They may try to influence and manipulate us to make one decision over another, but they will not, and cannot make any real deicisons for us because this would be against universal laws which can't be violated even if one wanted to violate them. In the same way you can't just start flying by flapping your hands, the shadows can't make your decisions for you, but they can tell you to board a plane to a destination that's not ideal for you, but you are the one who makes the ultimate decision, steps in the plane, and disregards what your intuition tells you. And it's not just "you" as in your meat bag body, but your soul is orchestrating many of the events that happen in your life without any input or conscious knowledge of you. Your entire life is one huge operation in which there are thousands, if not millions of entiites involved in shaping, assisting, derailing, and we are ultimately avatars in quite literal sense of the word.

Now, just like the creator has VERY intimate knowledge of our darkest and deepest secrets, because you are fully whole and united with the creator even when it doesn't feel like this, so do the shadows. However, the shadows have nowhere the amount of knowledge about us as the Soul does. The shadows use publicly available information (shocker, internet exists up in 4d), and quite often use things like security camera footages, and bunch of other things to monitor what we are doing. However, since they do not exist within time in the way we do (actually it's quite the opposite, but that's a topic for another time), they do not know what timeline and when certain events happen here, so they need to put puzzle pieces together to understand whether you visited the barber two months ago or today. They also exist within you, and can read your emotions and feelings, and these shadows are in close communication with what's best described as shadow managers, and each person on this earth, has one assigned to them. Sometimes it's more and they collaborate and work together, just like our souls work together in the higher realms. These shadow managers know what annoys us, what makes us happy, what makes us voluntarily give our power away, what makes us gain our power back, and they do their best to keep us locked us in invisible cages by casting illusions, fears, manipulating people around us to mistreat us, manipulating us to mistreat ourselves, and these are very real crimes that are being committed against humanity. The difference between people and these shadow managers is that they know what they are doing. We are all innocent children, and we aren't actually "guilty" of our sins because they all happen within a projected dream in impossible situations, and we yet are fully responsible for our actions, because by changing our perspective and beliefs, it gives us our power back, and the shadow managers have no option but to compromise and give us what we truly believe in. They cannot violate our free will in blatant ways because if they do, they will lose all of their negative polarization that has made them so "powerful" (as in illusion of power that they can use to send false illusions and projections), and they know that light is more powerful than they are. But they are quite naive, and believe that this time around, the shadows will beat light. yeah right, that's not going to happen, but they are balls deep in this already, and they fail to understand what a sunk cost is, and just by choosing love, they will not be held responsible for the awful crimes and abuse they've caused. They are digging their own graves out of their pride, and just like there is beauty in the world, the shadow managers will be the quite literal shit in our intestines, and be self aware how disgusting and awful lives they live, and how ultimately they'll be flushed down the toilet. It doesn't have to be this way, but they use their God given free will to enslave the beautiful and perfect creations of God into things worse than slavery, and keep gaslighting us, so yeah.... it's only fair that they have to pay their due price. But the price won't be paid in the future, it will be paid in the 'past' because all that there is in the future is love and light, and unification with the shadows into something absolutely beautiful. And once they do choose love, they do realize that they've already paid for their sins, and it'll be quite beautiful, moment. But honestly, no thanks to them.

It's because of people like yourself and all other humans that these shadows do not rot in hell for eternity, because we've chosen to forgive them and ourselves. While they ultimately weren't real, neither are we. And when I say "we", I mean the collection of our egoes. But our egoes, even after suffering eons of suffering and enslavement in the hands of these things that are worse than any monster you can ever imagine, have chosen to forgive the monsters out of free will and love. That's why we are the most powerful force of love and light, because even in the midsts of our suffering, as it continues, we choose to give them the other cheek to abuse, and continue trusting them, and forgiving them. We are literally this close to new Earth. It's already amongst us. All we have to do is see the truth for what it is, and understand that once our illusions are fully shed, we are in the literal Eden where anything is possible including your absolute wildest dreams, but to manifest them, you need faith, love, and truth. All three. Don't forget about the truth guys. 555.

EpsteinIsHung · 2020-09-25T16:39:29+00:00

Hear me out fully before jumping to too many conclusions, because there are going to be a few hard pills to swallow here that usually take self aware individuals years to swallow. Also I'm just going to throw a big disclaimer out there right now, that these are part of the 'reality' that I live in, so these are no much more than my personal opinions and beliefs, but if you do read between the lines and know how the world operates, you'll quickly see that while part of what I'm talking about is probably bullshit, there are some much more deeply rooted truths here than what you probably initially expected when coming across a post like this.

The world as you know it is a big fat lie. We do live in a physical world that's quite 'real' in a very real sense of the word, but there are countless illusions and projections that are overlayed on top of the 'real' world, and these comes from sources like CIA (not the puppet CIA that we are told about and know about), entities that could be symbolically described as Siths (or dark mages), and then the lovely ruling elite that have been doing their thing for literally thousands of years. Yeah, this part here is probably nothing new to many of you but you've probably just heard it described in different perspective and words that I'm using. Let's not get caught up in the terminology because it's all symbolical, and illusion anyways, let's try to focus on the actual meat of the matter.

So nature of reality is consciousness, nothing else really. When it comes to consciousness, your average hooman doesn't really understand it at all. However, CIA and other 'higher' ranking organizations know how this reality works quite well, and while most of these organizations are just puppets for the puppets above them, the shadow managers that are actually pulling the strings have EXCELLENT grasp on nature of reality, how hoomans can be manipulated, how time is only an instrument and not real ultimately, how dreams and inception work, and all the fun stuff that peasants like me and you don't learn from school.

These shadow managers are betting on the entire human race being ignorant as fuck, which we kind of are. And that we believe our 5 senses above our intuition and heart. I'm not going to get religious here, but I will touch of some spiritual basics that are important to understand how reality comes together. Essentially 'light' and 'darkness' always must be in balance. This is an universal law, but the foundation of everything is light. Without light, shadows can't exist. Shadows are the illusion, while light is the only real part and has actual substance to it.

The Earth and physical reality is quite a peculiar thing, because we are what could be symbolically desrcribed as a "hybrid" between light and darkness and we unite the two into a singular thing that is fully one, and there is no separation between light and darkness here. There is the illusion of separation, but physical reality and Earth which is kind of like the "heart of creation as a whole" is where the forces of light and darkness fight it out, figure out compromises, and where the higher realms like 4th density (where illuminati and real CIA are based off from) get ultimately created from. Without this physical reality, the higher realms wouldn't exist either because we are kind of like the root of a tree that reaches all the way up to heavens, to space, and way beyond this reality stream.

I'm getting a bit off track and do apoligise if this is a bit difficult to follow, and I promise I'll get to the meat of the subject in a second. It was just important to lay some groundwork in terms of the symbols I'll be using for rest of the post. So humans, we have WAY more power, REAL POWER, thank we think. The shadows have gaslit us into thinking that we are just mere humans, when in fact, we are Gods. We are more powerful than Gods in fact, but not in this moment in time. But since time is part of the illusion and we are eternal souls, we have real power that they are deathly afraid. What the shadow managers have done, is create an energy farm from hoomans, and the shadows and entities that aren't friendly or loving towards us do, they feed of fear and other negative emotions of humans. The more negatively charged they get by hanging around negatively charged people and by doing negative work, the more "powerful" they get. That's why the world is so full of fear, fucked up, it has nothing to do with "human condition" that they blame us for. They orchestrated this entire world to be exactly the way how they wanted to completely forgetting that universal laws will eventually catch up to them.

The good news is that light, which is completely intelligent and connected to all living and 'non-living' things, and the smallest building block of the universe, is fully benovelent force and the only thing that has real power. For quite a long time, light has 'lowered' itself to be 'less' than powerful than darkness, to allow darkness to become super fucking dark and disturbing, because the light knew that darkness cannot overtake light. Without light, darkness and shadows couldn't exist. You need both. Because the darkness because so powerful, light became 'equally' as powerful, but kept building up a charge while letting darkness live in the illusion that darkness had 'defeated' light. Darkness can't defeat light because without light, it wouldn't exist, but that's part of the world of illusion, even the shadow managers and almost ageless archons also live in their own illusions that they insist are real.

There was an event in quite the recent past where darkness lost it's control over this world, but they were fed an illusion reality stream, where everything seemed exactly the same as before, and darkness completely bought into that illusion. Light is the only thing in power, and right now, darkness is finally realizing that it has been trapped and it only ever had the illusion of power and can't actually do anything real in this physical world. Now, the illusion casters from higher densities can still manipulate people, do other funky and unethical stuff that breaks that contracts that they had agreed to, but it's all fully transparent to light and the intelligence behind it. There are also completely 'real' organizations that have pure hearts, real power, and are being used to spread light and things of real substance in the world, but they operate in completely 'hidden' ways, so that the illusions that we as humanity live in, and the illusions that the darkness and shadows live in, do not get burst.

The most powerful thing that we have been given is our free will. The shadows 'enslaved' our free will by giving us an 'illusion of choice' between this narrative, or that narrative, but both were created to be just that... illusions and are there to trap us into boxes that take our real free will away. Once an individual realizes how the game works, and how they are the most powerful thing in the entire universe, the shadows start cranking up the kinds of projections and illusions they send out, and there are very real psy-ops, covert operations, and psychic attacks on individuals who are in the process of waking up. But again, these shadows do not have any real power, all they can do is barely delay the universal master plan that has been in place for eons, and which we are currently execting just like we are supposed to.

Humanity as a whole is a cure for eons old "infection" that has caused suffering, fucked up stuff, and just injustice to happen as long as we and the collective remember. And this scares the ever living shit out of the shadows, because they really thought that they would have rule over this world for as long as it would last, but they've lost power and control over the world in ways that they are just starting to understand. They are living in an illusion when they thought they were really living in the 'ultimately real' reality.

Any thought you have in your head is part of the illusion. English is not a language that's even 'real', it was created to create 'spells' that would entrap us in this illusion even longer. Why do you think us writing words is called spelling? They don't even try to be subtle anymore because it's all a big joke to them, including the real suffering and pain that we endure. They do not give a shit about us, we are to them just like cattle is to us. And that's part of the universal karma. We get treated the same way that we treat "lower" life forms, and it's possible to change the order of the universe by changing the integral reality that an individual lives in by shedding the illusions and finding the truth using ones heart and intuition as guiding light, AND the other way is by changing our behavior and how we abuse the world around us. While all of humanity is a very real victim of horrific abuses projected at us by these assclowns, we are also the abusers in ways that our ego doesn't want to admit. As above, so below guys.

I'm just going to stop here so that by the off chance that there are couple individuals that take what I say seriously, they won't lose their focus. If this actually resonates with anyone, do let me know and I can continue putting together more material about these topics that "we aren't really supposed to understand."

TLDR: All living things live in a world of illusions that is ultimately our own doing since there is no real separation between anything in the world, but for time being, this illusion is what is the optimal path to manifest a divine masterplan that's older than time itself. Shadow managers cast a shit ton of false projections and illusions through completely fucked up means like child trafficking, through CIA, and using our own ego and imaginations against ourselves. You, you alone, are the most powerful force in the universe. Don't believe me? Well, I don't give a shit, you are the only real thing in your universe, everything else is just a projection. The physical reality is weird because everything here is 'real' and it's the rendezvous point where all reality streams, all individual realities, and light and darkness meet in (dis)harmony, and things here aren't just illusions or projections. However, pretty much everything in your and my mind are just false illusions and projections that have been planted there by ourselves, the shadows, and light filled forces. This is all fine, it's meant to unfold like this. But once we realize that everything is an illusion besides the statement "I am", and there are an infinite number of layers to peel of this truth onion to find the actual center... an individual will wake up to a more truth filled reality, but also experience intense ascension symptoms and start getting connected to an intergalactic web of intelligent conciseness. The way how to start doing this, is by asking real questions from yourself and not googling the answers to them, but finding the answers from your heart. Qanon is a psy-op, but Q is real. Q is essentially a manifestation of "God" in our minds, that doesn't stop bugging us or bothering us until we ask ourselves the question "Who am I?" which is the question that starts the dissolution of the illusions and of the ego.