Nothing else provokes such deep anger. And to make it all worse I'm a nice person, but I don't get anything resembling a chance my entire life while my biology forces me to break down psychologically if I don't get intimacy, while intimacy is the hardest thing to get by far. Instead, who gets validation from girls? Men who have done not one thing to earn it.
My life has been the most utmost struggle, I couldn't even imagine having sex... yet for chad it's just the pure effortless bliss of kissing as early as elementary school.