I still have to get approved for my handgun license. After that, it takes 7 days to buy a gun. So If I don't get approved by Friday of next week, it'll be the second week of April before i can blow my head off. Love you guys. I thought I was tripping my whole life when I saw all my white friends getting the baddest of brown chicks. I'd tell myself every night, "they're missing out, one day I'll find a brown chick that absolutely loves me". Then, you guys on r/incels showed me white only and I had tons of brown chicks telling me "if you were white i'd date you, but i only date white guys".

I'm sorry to my mother and everybody. I just can't do this anymore. I'm ready to die. I don't know what's on the other side, but I'm hoping it's a white, blue-eyed body and big booty latinas.

I'll let you all know when I get my gun. I could buy an ar15 but there's no way to sneak that into my dorm. I want to drink myself drunk and jerk off to a shit load of latina porn and then pull the trigger. If I had a quiet place to store an ar15, i'd just buy one of those. Peace