Once my suspension is up, I wanna go somewhere on Reddit and ask "But I thought sex and gender weren't the same?"

But then again, I'm in the system now. Like any other criminal, your first conviction is the hardest. After that they keep a close eye on you. They start getting you for little shit. Maybe I shouldn't push this.

But then AGAIN again... I turn 50 in the new year. I feel like it's time for a dramatic rescue. A great turn in my life to make me feel something again. Whether I choose to push this and potentially get banned forever, or leave it alone and walk away voluntarily, either way I'm thinking it might be time for me to replace Reddit with something else. Some other community.