I started drinking in May at 140lbs. The school gym got closed over the summer and I couldn't work out. I gained 23 pounds by August. I was 175lbs in September. I'm now 160lbs today.
I spent my entire dating app experience upset that all I matched with were women who were fat and had jacked, stained yellow teeth. Now, I'm drinking myself into fatness and getting so depressed that I don't even brush my teeth anymore.
I feel like Dio when he killed his father then started drinking and realized he was becoming an aggressive drunk just like his father was. I seriously need to start losing weight again. But, the school gym is only open between 3pm and 10pm and I work from 3pm to 8pm.
I gotta get back down to 130lbs. My face is all bloated and round now, my stomach is constantly gurgling. I feel like shit. I've literally become what I criticized for so long.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
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