My life is constant tryhard for nothing. I don't do anything else than tryhard at this point, yet it's lost.

submitted by Mazurro from self.RealIncels

Monday - Friday: 9AM - 6PM - work

Friday : 4PM - 8PM - remote lectures at university (I work and listen simultaneously

Saturday - Sunday: 8AM - 8PM university, getting to university takes me 1.5h one side, so 3h for travel each day.

Meanwhile - more studying for work, more studying for university.

I don't even live at this point and max that I can expect in 2-3 years is just earning more - where even with my current pay I can afford to paying my parents for the bills, food and even I will have savings. I don't even need doing the shit I do, result is working my ass off to kill myself at the end out of worthlessness of this pathetic life om this gay planet.

It's fucking hilarious at this point.

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[–]LadiesMan 3 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

I can't cope through work. It is just another tiresome burden.

[–]Mazurro[S] 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

Work works atleast for now, university is pure suifuel. Observing how people can make shittier relations out of nowhere just because they weren't abused as teenagers and just because they weren't in subhuman tier of looks. It's not like I even want to interact with them, but still - painful shit

[–]sneako 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

studycelling is brutal. if my nigger father wasn't such a egocentric faggot he'd let me ldar in peace

[–]greybeard 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

Grass is always greener. I wish I could grindmaxx like this but I can't motivate myself