I'm camuflating. Whenever I go to work or whenever I go to university or whenever I need to interact with some normalfags I don't even bother at this point in hiding my state. Obviously everyone see that I am alone, not just romantically, but also I don't have friends - however at this point, it's not something that bothers me.
I'm not talking to normies about anything related to relationship, sex, going out with friends, etc - my live among them is purely based on my own benefits. I don't interact with them about anything else than some work-related stuff, an information or something like that. They see that - one thing that normies partially understand is that "when u are desperate, others can sense that".
But they don't understand it entirely - when you are desperate, it's following the circumstances that lead you to this state. They percieve you through the lens - they see the reason of desperation, not the effect itself. But what they percieve even more, is whenever a subhuman doesn't play their game. It's forcing cognitive dissonance - they see through the same lens your subhuman state and they don't want to believe their own eyes, they want you to behave as intended - desperate. Whenever I had situations which I described during last year, for example in university when people were asking me about some uni shit and I was not giving a fuck and wearing on my headphones, when they were planning some ending meeting and I didn't give a shit - I was partially not giving a fuck. Deep down I felt that they are just testing me and sometimes the urge to return was strong - but we all know what awaited there. More humiliation.
Now it's different. Now I truly don't need any external validation, interaction and anything related to other people. And others notice that. They keep trying to force me into conversation in which I can "incriminate" myself with being subhuman. And I so this voluntarily without hiding my state. I am open about planning going for escorts, I am open about hating foids, I am open about wanting to kill myself in the right moment. I am basically not hiding anything about myself when questioned at this point. Normans are truly afraid of shit like that - they want to humiliate you at the beggining, but they don't realize that it won't work.
Quitting society is the only way.