If you were to rate the 'success' of your 'Americans' comments at achieving your goal on a 1 (total failure) to 10 (goal achieved!) scale, what number would that be?

Do you use "mind altering drugs" to be the way you are, or is there mental illness involved?

Being generous, I'd rate your 'success' level at about a 1/10, which translates to "a total waste of your time". Do you agree or disagree, and if so, why?

The thing is, your persistence could be making you hundreds of thousands of $$$ if directed towards a functional goal, and yet you continue in this apparently fruitless endeavour. Why do you continue wasting your time? The plants and animals you eat gave their lives for basically nothing... What is the deal?