I just don't know what to do. I'm basically a botched version of you. We're so similar except that my screws are loose. I feel like you trapped in someone elses' body, I want many of the same things as you but my brain and body are not fit to carry them out. I've been trying to plug along my whole life dealing with this, then along comes you, a working version of me, having almost every ideal and quality that I always wished I had. I don't think there's anything that can ever fix this. I think I'm a mistake.