I know TL was banned some days ago but I only opened reddit every few days to check on the community and when I was feeling specially low over my sexual orientation. and today is one of those days, accepting myself it's been so hard these lasts months and that subreddit was the only place where I could find comfort because no one out there accepts me. not the society, not my family, not the community that was supposed to protect me, no one. not even myself. and opening that stupid app today and finding out the only place that makes me feel better got banned is making me feel so, so devastated, that I'm crying so hard. I feel like I'm broken because if everyone thinks I'm wrong, then I maybe am, right? not even those who preach about inclusivity and empathy can empathize with me. and if they can't, then I maybe am as disgusting as they say I am. but isn't it unfair to call me a demon for something that I never chose? I never attacked no one and never would so I don't understand why existing and don't desiring to be with someone with a male body is so wrong of me. and reading all the lesbians on there really helped me because I finally found a place, you know? reading about women older than me (I'm 20), with years of experience and many wars fought made me feel strong, that I could make it through this because at the end there were always be a space where I could be truly myself and wouldn't get judged. that happiness is possible for me. am I being dramatic? that subreddit meant so much to me. I will truly miss you all. I'll never use reddit ever again they can f*ck themselves.