I stopped talking to my former pro trans ideology friend and I feel great about it :) We didn't had any conversation about the subject, I just, stopped responding or engaging conversation with her. I don't even feel sad and I thought I would be way more upset about it but, if anything, it's better for the both of us. I can't have a meaningful relationship with someone who believe in gender ideology or try to minimize the pain it causes.

I've met new people online, because that's part of my hobby. I know they're on board with the trans thing, as usual and that they'd ditch my ass so fast if they knew what I thought of all this shit. But at this point I'm used to it. I can trust no one. Maybe I need a new hobby that involve really no discussions with other people, I'm tired of getting hurt and feeling like a wolf in disguise.

Other than that, I started going to the gym regularly. When I'm upset, I just go there and exhaust myself.

I want to be a way less angry person, but it isn't working very well. I'll still try my best :)