I don't have an answer. But I understand how you feel, to some extent. I'm in my late 20s and have also never been in a relationship. I don't have any friends anymore because of the TRA shit. I also have a difficult time making friends and don't even have much motivation to try right now in the current atmosphere. I also feel very tired... not as a GNC man obviously, but just as a woman in general. Between the woke/TRA Sharia, the Christian Sharia, and the actual Sharia all being major ideologies that hate women, it's exhausting. I also wonder sometimes whether it's worth it to continue existing in this world.

I was hospitalized after a suicide attempt years ago. Afterwards, I tried the whole therapy and anti-depressants route, and it really didn't help much. In fact the anti-depressants did jack shit. I still don't feel much better now than I did those years ago. I still think about suicide fairly frequently. So why am I still here? I guess it's the simple kind of "If you don't ask the answer is always no" logic. If you're alive there's a chance your life can improve, even if it's only a 1% chance. If you kill yourself there's a 0% chance your life will improve and you're just done. Sorry I don't really have a better answer than that.