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[–]censorshipment 9 insightful - 2 fun9 insightful - 1 fun10 insightful - 2 fun -  (6 children)

I mean... I went through that pipeline until my late 20s.

I hated femininity with a passion because I associated it with straightness (if you were a feminine girl, that meant you liked boys)... so I was a tomboy because I liked girls and wanted girls to like me. But girls didn't seem to like me back, so I wanted to be a boy... not a tomboy. I became a butch and started telling some girls I was a guy during my teens. I packed my underwear with socks to create a faux bulge so girls would feel something when they sat on my lap or danced on my crotch. I switched between being a butch and saying I was guy throughout college and in my relationships until I met a febfem (female-exclusive bisexual female) who didn't want me to "transition". I still have a male alter ego and struggle with being a woman (some would say I am "nonbinary"), but I don't believe I'm a man.

One of my exes (bi but not a febfem) contacted me this weekend and called me by my male alter ego name (Carlos)... I got so horny. 😖🤷‍♂️

[–]Elvira95Viva la figa 12 insightful - 8 fun12 insightful - 7 fun13 insightful - 8 fun -  (4 children)

why do you have a spanish alter ego? lol

[–]julesburm1891 10 insightful - 11 fun10 insightful - 10 fun11 insightful - 11 fun -  (1 child)

As always, Elvira is here with the real question.

[–]Elvira95Viva la figa 8 insightful - 8 fun8 insightful - 7 fun9 insightful - 8 fun -  (0 children)

I do hope my natural sarcasm will lead me to hot pussy in the future lol

[–]censorshipment 7 insightful - 3 fun7 insightful - 2 fun8 insightful - 3 fun -  (1 child)

😂 literally laughing out loud. So I loved a 1993 movie called Blood In Blood Out about some badass Mexican dudes. They had "foreign" names that didn't sound right to me until I heard the name Carlos. Lol

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blood_In_Blood_Out

[–]Elvira95Viva la figa 5 insightful - 3 fun5 insightful - 2 fun6 insightful - 3 fun -  (0 children)

I love spanish speaking latinos. Carlos is hot name