1) What was your home life like growing up?

I don't remember much of it, I was very small when I was separated from my mother. After that I was raised in an adoptive system but that's not home.

2) When did you "discover" you were either lesbian, gay, or bisexual?

I didn't really know until my 20s. Something was clearly "off" before that though, since I had an unhealthy sexual obsession with boys since I was a teenager. I just didn't know it counted as being homosexual until much later because the media always promotes homosexuality as being about "love" and having a perfect dream husband. It's not that, it was never that, and I don't believe that covers even 10% of homosexuals.

3) Did you ever "come out" to your family? If so, how did they react?

N/A. If I was still in contact with my mother I would refuse to "come out". I don't want to embarrass her and being Russian I feel like she would be blamed for it. Hell even Americans are blaming mothers on gay sons in Western psuedoscience, claiming that their womb conditions make people gay. But it's not her fault.

4) Do you feel close to your family? Why or why not?

No, because I lost my mother when I was young.

5) Who is someone you feel closest to in life?

N/A

6) Who currently makes up as your family(whether by blood or by choice) you're close to?

N/A or none

6a) What are those people like?

See above

7) Do you have many friends, a few close ones, or none really?

None really

8) Would you describe yourself as an introvert, extrovert, or ambivert?

I don't believe it's as much of a "thing" as people say, so N/A. Almost every test brands me as an extrovert though because I don't like being alone endlessly.

8a) (Optional) What personality type are you for the Myer's Brigg's 16 Personality Assessment

I don't remember and I don't feel like taking it again for the 500th time. It always gives me slightly different results.

9) What are your principles or N.U.T.S in life?

I don't understand the question.

10) How would YOU describe yourself? How do others?(friends, family, partner, coworkers,etc) describe you?

Bitchy, aggressive, melodramatic, perverted, degenerate, negative, cynical, easy to piss off. People tend to view me the same way.

11) What do you like to do in your downtime? And your interests?

I usually engage in unhealthy sexual behaviors (usually online) when I feel down and then make myself feel worse. I gave up the rest of my interests a while ago.

12) If money wasn't an issue, what would you want to do or be?

A normal functioning straight person. Or dead, dead works too.

13) If you received $1,000,000.00(or whatever is equivalent in the current country you reside in), what would you do with it?

Probably use at least a chunk of that to bribe someone into trying to fix me, disregarding any guidelines or laws preventing such treatment. I would probably use most of it, though, to try and get said laws and beliefs removed, and campaign towards a better future.

14) What is your biggest regret and what is your proudest moment?

There is only regret, there is nothing I have ever been proud of. My biggest regret is how I turned out. It disgusts me that suffering through abuse made me end up just as bad, albeit in another way. I don't know how I even became like this but I regret letting it happen, I regret not trying harder to get rid of my disgusting behavior.

15) What is your most cherished memory?

Random childhood memories before the mental illness set in, where I could still feel happiness, was blissfully oblivious and had things to look forward in life. I know I'll never have that again, so, it's kind of painful to look back on.