Thank you for the welcome. I used to lurk voat but I don't like that you can't see it anymore without creating an account. Same with gab groups. I haven't heard of poal before.

Thank you for the link, I haven't seen that one before. The one that really felt like it sealed the deal for me was a video series summarizing CoC (I'd heard of the book but hadn't bought it).

Bit of a rant following; I just haven't taken the time to try to talk to anyone else about these things in a while. (been trying, successfully, to improve my lifestyle which means less internet time) And for those who didn't read the comment below, my involvement in these things is necessarily more complicated because while I look white at first glance, I'm mixed, and yes, part of that mix is Ashkenazi. I don't want to intrude where it's not appropriate for me to be (places for white-only organizing), but I am bothered by what's happening and it does affect me too.

I don't always know what to think of all these things, but I just get frustrated with most people in my life seeming to treat me like I'm crazy for questioning stuff or thinking things are weird or thinking what ethnicity governs the white peoples of the world matters at all or that it's at all worth trying to do anything at all about. I've watched my relatives be visibly moved over war movies and yet when they now have the opportunity to act, at least in speech or financial support, they find excuses about why London no longer being white is a good thing. Or they just don't seem to realize what's going on -- "what do you mean, 'when there used to be white people in Paris,' past tense?"

I'm not very good at explaining things to people yet, I suppose, and I think it's important for me to have patience because it took me a long time to change my mind, too. I don't like the whole "pill" attitude about things -- if something's true I'd rather just be told and encouraged to judge for myself like every other thing, not scared or shocked into it as if I've been drugged. I know it's a reference to the matrix movie, but I still don't think it's the healthiest approach to take with people I care about and whose minds I want to treat with respect.

Anyway, if you're white, best of luck to you, and please take care of your people and your homelands. It's important.