Recently I took course to change my life completely. I went to have surgery to my face, it's 2 months or so after and it healed well, just need a slight more attention so the scar will be invisible.

I went to the endocrinologist and my prescription for meds to help me with my acne and baldness, fixing testosterone problems will come at 13th July. Then, with proper treatment, I might get slightly better hairline + fix my acne.

I went for the dick surgery. I had phimosis plus my frenulum was too short. I probably wouldn't be able to experience sex even given an occasion (impossible) but it was also the thing that was my only blocker to pay for a hooker - it's extremally cheap here, like not even 100$ for an hour with attractive ones, the worse ones are like 50 bucks. I heard lots of shit how being cut will remove my feeling in the dick. But it was mostly about the circumsision where they remove your entire foreskin. Mine is.. almost entirely here. It covers my glands almost completely, glands is definitely less sensitive but.. it's good, because before I wouldn't be able to even touch it a little bit harder. Probably blowjob would hurt me a lot. I heard how many deformities there might be, because of the procedure. I saw the results of some people, ugh, they were horrible.

But 12 days in.. it's somehow getting better, like it isn't bleeding, it's not hurting me, it's less sensitive. My cervix is allowing me to piss propely now, but most importantly, it's looking better visually day by day. Like, I am convinced that it will look.. attractive. Like, I am having kinda big dick, so when it will look propely, that's one insecurity off the head. Docs advice not to masturbate within like 3-4 weeks after procedure, but I already did. And it's.. feeling better than before. Like I just found out masturbation.

I am going to buy myself a pocket hole in next 2 weeks, right after when all stitches will be of and while it should look almost like intended (scar has to be treated a bit longer, but that's just minor problem). Also from what I read in local sites, Polish guys aren't cut most of time and foids prefer cut dick. Can't tell if true, will see. When I will get it, I am going to see how fucking is like and after I will feel kinda okay with that, I am going for a hooker.

Except that, I finished my Bachelor's and I am trying to find a job of my field. After that, only two things are left to be done, hair transplant and body scar removal after acne. Then, if I don't feel good about myself at all, I rope. But most likely, even now, I feel that the new chapter of escortmaxxing might begin. I am feeling.. optimistic for a moment, which is something new for me.