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[–]trident765 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

Never attempted but I do think I came very close to committing suicide 5 years ago.

After being rejected and cucked by a fat girl that I was infatuated with (because she was nice to me once), I was ready to commit suicide. Even though she was fat and was a manipulative, psychological mess, for some reason I thought she was the perfect girl, and that by failing to court her, I had messed up the opportunity of a lifetime. I felt like without her the rest of my life would be agony. And it came to the point where I felt that it would be better not to live than to live.

I started daydreaming about suicide, and mentally planning a method. My method involved an automobile and a hose.

I felt like I was dead set on killing myself, but what made me stop was I got a job offer on the other side of the country, and this gave me something to look forward to.

I remained depressed about the fat girl for many months, but I was no longer suicidal.