For those who aren't up to date: I matched with a mexican girl on Hinge. We talked for a month. Had some phone calls. She agreed to a date today. 4 days before, I text her to ask why she hasn't been in contact. She tells me her mom flew to Mexico and got sick and they're not letting her back into the country until they figure out if she has COVID or not. Date cancelled.

I don't know why I believe. I didn't believe really. I knew either she'd cancel or destiny would find a way to cancel for me. I mean dudes. She was FULL Latina. Big lips, big boobs, big thighs, curly hair, bangs, dark brown skin. The whole Latina package. The whole white-only package.

I want to believe what she said. A small part of me is hoping she texts next week or something to tell me she wants to reschedule our date. But, I know it won't happen. I'm almost 100% certain the mom thing was a lie. She hinted at some dude having offered to take her to a shittier restaurant. She's a scholarship kid too, so if classes start on the 2nd, she literally CANNOT stay in her state waiting for her mom.

I'm 100% sure some white dude offered to take her to Mcdonald's and they're going to have sex in his car after. White-only everything. I priced this nice restaurant, I cleaned myself up, I made all the effort to keep in contact with her and make sure she would enjoy the place i chose to meet up. And ultimately, some tall white dude shooting for an easy lay probably offered her fast food and dick and she said "sure thing hehe".

JFL I want to die.