Considering she gave me head less than a week after meeting her it wouldn’t surprise me if she had a high body count, I’m honestly not grossed out by it people like sex I’m probably gonna try to fuck more women in the future I’m not gonna hold them to a higher standard than me. Also for the other girl I was orbiting I’m sure she fucked more than 20 guys but she refused to fuck me which fucked with me hard until I guess I realized that some women will fuck every other guy in the world before touching you and some generally like you for you. She now has a kid with a deadbeat is unemployed with a felony so I’m just taking it as I dodged a bullet. I don’t want any malice in her life but at the same time I’m not using her as my standard for self validation.

And my mos is 92y boring supply dude so not really anything high speed, basically a glorified record keeper.

And please bro start trying again I know I made it sound easy and I’m not too sure why it happened but I feel like I’m seeing what normies are talking about it sounds like utter bullshit if you have seen the rejection that we all know that happens to our subgroup but if a 280lb dude who smells like complete shit and is ugly af can do it I’m sure as hell a majority of guys can do it too.

Keep trying but don’t let that be your validation, life is much more than sex( honestly once I cummed I was over it) get an education, make life goals for yourself, fuck around and do something out of the blue just because enjoy life and don’t let women define you and realize their people too just different and hard as fuck to understand.