This blackpill is the hardest for me to swallow. The internet was a beautiful place where the ability to express yourself anonymously allowed true and honest thoughts to flow out of our mouths. Nothing was off-limits, not even violence. Now everywhere I go it’s “banned”, “account suspended” “You have violated TOS”, or “Enjoy your ban faggot”.
Everyone will say it’s our fault for not following the rules, but not the fault of the people who MADE those rules in the first place. It sickens me that I even have to censor myself on here. I have so much darker thoughts, so many passionate angry rants and profane things to say about the members of this clown world. I can voice those thoughts out loud to myself, but honestly, in today’s mass surveillance world, Alexa and Siri would probably listen to everything I said and send the police to my house.
This thought control is breaking my spirit and making me lose whatever fight I had left in me. Since my thoughts don’t align with the thoughts of “sane” individuals in a productive society, I am not allowed to voice them anywhere. Please, please give me my voice back.