I have a lot of empathy for Blaire White and I'm grateful for the work he's done to expose 'transgender' predators like Jessica Yaniv, and the various hypocrises and illogic of modern trans ideology. Blaire could have gone the Samantha Lux route, and he receives a lot of attacks from the trans community for refusing to tow the trans party line (and also because of his conservative views).

I do understand that. Though I'm irritated to no end that he gets all the praise for "stopping" Johnathon Yaniv even though there were plenty of women talking about him and warning about him long before Blaire had that infamous "debate" with him. But I know that Blaire tends to expose creepy AGPs and that's all well and go but him doing that doesn't make him any more "true trans" when he's just as much as man as the ones he makes videos on. It's obvious to him that he thinks so long as a person "passes" aka looks pretty, it's enough to make them "true trans" and that is just absurd. And I mean don't you find it a little funny how he seems to be too cowardly to even debate or "school" a radfem or Gender critical person?

I fully believe that transition for him was a coping mechanism for internalized homophobia. I know he recently learned that medical transition has left him sterile, and that's a painful thing to come to terms with. I really wonder where he and other young trans people will be 10-20 years down the road, when they can no longer pull off the pornified look that they have invested so much into, and the medical effects of transition become more apparent.

But see you're absolutely right about that. Blaire did transition because of internalized homophobia (and most likely from homophobia as well). Blaire comes from a family who didn't accept him for who he was. He came out as gay as a teenager and his father and grandfather highly disapproved of it and they ended up having a strained relationship. I'm also more than sure that Blaire's looks also didn't help the matter since this is what he was looking like when he was in high school It's not so much that it's an alternative look but also that it's a pretty effeminate look and Blaire mentioned in a previous livestream way back in 2015 when he was new to YouTube that his father was a bit on the conservative end (and I'm sure by extension, his grandfather was as well). And this rejection extended to his exterior family to the point that he was not allowed to attended big family gatherings like for Thanksgiving or Christmas, the same thing happened with an older uncle he had who was also gay who was not allowed to attend family get-togethers neither.

• This hardship also carried over to his dating life where he was having a rough time trying to find a relationship in the gay community as a feminine gay man. See this is something that women don't tend to know about the gay dating world for men but the truth of the matter is that not many gay men are attracted to effeminate men. On dating profiles/apps, it's common to see things like No Fems" or "Masc Only" (Masculine only) or "Masc4Masc". Blaire even made a Video diary blogpost about how hard it was for him to find a partner.

So when you couple these things together, of course it can create low-self esteem and self loathing which I'm more than sure happened to Blaire and as a feminine man myself who also has to go through this kinda things in my own life, I can sympathize with him Feminine man to feminine man.

I really wonder where he and other young trans people will be 10-20 years down the road, when they can no longer pull off the pornified look that they have invested so much into, and the medical effects of transition become more apparent.

That's what I worry about and why I'm so against children transition. Like fine, if you're an adult and want to "transition", that's you're right and you're an adult who should more or less be able to understand the consequences but for children? Absolutely not. I mean that Samantha Lux person actually got bottom surgery at the age of 20, he's not even 25. That to me is horrifying. And liek you said, Blaire is now sterile and will never be able to have children of his own which I'm sure is not an easy thing to deal with if you want/wanted children. And Blaire medically trnaistioned when he was 20and he's 27 now so that's about 7 years worth of taking HRT so that should be a wake up call that these drugs have some serious side effects.

Regards your brother, I've been thinking a lot about how men actually perceive transwomen. I strongly suspect that it's not about them perceiving transwomen as actual women, because obviously heterosexual males would never consider a sexual relationship with a transwoman, especially a pre-op one. Rather, it's about them not wanting to consider non-gender conforming males as 'real men'. It is, ironically, an exclusionary and macho attitude that is perversely reframed by gender ideology as 'progressive and inclusive'. It's telling women 'we don't want these, you take them', and then calling women bigots and transphobes if they object.

I think you're right on the money with this. I think back and remember how my brother used to act whenever he was around with me in public spaces and he'd pretend like he didn't know me but try not to make it too obvious like whenever we'd go into stores, he'd quickly separate from me, pay, and quickly head out. Or before we had cars and walked everywhere, he'd try to make sure he was at least 1-2 feet ahead or behind me unless it was dark out. Or how whenever it'd come to family gatherings, he'd always have something to say about what I was wearing. And just so much more. I think he's genuinely bothered that his bother "looks weird" (Because I don't dress masculinely) and that he's embarrassed of me. And I think deep down because I'm so vocal against Transgenderism, he may think I'm Trans in denial. Oh and also, my brother is gay as well, not straight but he's one of those people who thinks that if a man only has sex with other men but dates women, the man is still "straight". lol