Exactly. And the thing was I was not even saying that Blaire white was even ugly or anything, I was just kinda laughing when my brother kept saying that Blaire "looks like an actual female" because he doesn't. My brother can't tell when a face is edited through a face app and that is more or less what I was trying to say. I was finally able to find the source video where those infamous leaks of Blaire's unedited face pictures came from and I mean, Look at this. Does he seriously look like he has the face of a female? And keep in mind, this was done in August of 2018, a year after he had his FFS which he had done in late December of 2016 to January of 2017 which was just a nose job and his hairline lowered And as far as what he's done since then, I think the only thing he's gotten done were Lip fillers and cheek filler, nothing outright long-lasting.

Most people can't afford all that surgery, or would be scared to go through so much, or couldn't get that much time off work. Blaire presents such a pornified version of a fake woman. I don't know why he couldn't be happy as a feminine gay man. Nothing wrong with that. I don't know his life story. Maybe in his youth he got called a lot of slurs and he thought trying to turn his "girly" behavior into being a walking Playboy Bunny cartoon would make it all better. He just seems like a self-loathing gay man to me, and an insult to women.

Well since you asked, you're not too far off about why Blaire has such low self esteem about himself.

• He has said that when he was "living as a boy", his father never accepted him because he was a homosexual (he came out as a teenager) and though he didn't say this other part, I am MORE THAN sure it was also because of how he looked which was very effeminate. This is what Blaire looked like when he was in high school and because Blaire mentioned that his father was a tad conservative, I am more than sure he didn't approve of his soon looking this way. And this further extended to his grandfather as well who also didn't accept him. And even when Blaire was starting to transition, his father still didn't accept him till death did him part (he died in 2014, a year before Blsaire started using HRT but came out prior as "transgender" in early 2014).

• In the dating world, Blaire expressed how difficult he was finding the gay dating scene to be trying to date as an effeminate gay man. Video here The only boyfriend he ever had before Joey was a closet-case bisexual man who literally made Blaire hide in his closet when his parents came to visit him at his dorm and the boyfriend never was open about his relationship with Blaire.

• In 2015 in a livestream Blaire mentioned how he was not able to attend large family functions because his exterior family didn't want him there.A similar thing happened with an older uncle Blaire had who was also a Gay man and was also not welcome to come to family gatherings neither. This even continued after Blaire "transitioned", his grandmother didn't want him to come to the function for Xmas of 2016 which is why he stayed him and live-streamed that day (and got drunk and spilled out over why he was alone for the holidays). I'm not sure if things got better now but you gotta admit, having to go through that is not easy at all.

Unfortunately Blaire deleted his old livestreams where he talked about his family issues and that experience he had with his ex-boyfriend and no one has seemed to archive it but believe me, I saw these livestreams because that was back when I was a big fan of his and tried to never miss a livestream and putting two and two together, those experiences were all recipe for a disaster of self-loathing. He even admitted last year that he had a drinking problem and wanted to stop drinking.

Sorry your brother has such an attitude. Why do you think he's so defensive of the whole trans agenda? Just an overal dismissal of women? But the whole Blaire thing is so anti-gay too.

You're right and honestly when I think about my brother, I think he actually is bothered with the fact that I'm happy being myself aka looking super nonconforming. I remember one time he told me how our stepmother disapproves of me looking the way I do and from there, made me remember that she would ALWAYS criticize me whenever I dressed the way I wanted to. My Dad as well but he wasn't as vocal as my stepmom was. And then whenever I would be hanging out with my brother in public spaces, he'd do that thing where he'd pretend like he wasn't associated with me when like walking to stores (walk ahead of me and make sure he was like at least 3-5 feet away from me). And with how he tries to throw insults at me when I'm going on my explanation about why Transwomen aren't women just because they perform femininity, I just feel like deep down he's ashamed that he has a brother who "looks weird" .