Hello!

I have come and gone from this space, reddit, and twitter a few times. I have been talked down to as a true femme lesbian (especially by butch) in these spaces, and on twitter/reddit.

I am shocked at how rude people here are, and in other online spaces. And by rude I mean as a fellow woman, fighting for the rights of females. No thought at all without diving in, shooting from the hip, and attacking people. How the hell are we supposed to get anything done with this going on? This place is as bad as MtF eating their own. So is Twitter. I was on Twitter and I was attacked by so called other lesbians following GC on twitter, spinster and ovarit (which I have left.)Women in those places were rude as hell to me as well.

I am not looking for sympathy, for eff's sake one of my degrees is psychology. However, people made assumptions on me. NOT trolls--your regular active users.

I debated was it worth it posting when so many of you and others are horrible to other women? WTF!

I went to school for a few things. I can type in high academese if you want. My writing style has been questioned and my education. XY does that, ffs!

I debated doing anything at all, and just sitting back, because why should I help people who just attack me when we are on the same side?

I am a victim of violence and assault by XY--which is related to this. I am a victim of being attacked by MtF. Should I use my credentials to get laws changed/pass and start a fire under someone's ass when other women attack me just like the men do, including anyone reading this?

How does this fit together?

I found not only loopholes, but serious inadequacies with the state I am living in right now, as well as other states.

This morning I was texted by someone from moveon.org. I just texted right back, and they have my name and info. I know this person shared what I texted with others. And if I did not peak her, I peaked someone else for certain.

https://imgur.com/a/pm1hcz2

^{^} That is my response to some Move On person.

The day has just exploded from there. I started writing a petition to change sexual assault laws and procedures, and made phone calls/emails and am getting responses right out of the gate from people at the Capitol. . It is a long story, and one I am not sure if I want to type (as I am going to attach my full name and credentials to this petition I am about to start which already has backing) what I am trying to get started.

I have attached images of the responses I sent to MoveOn without much thought. They have my name attached to my phone number for something I must have signed previously.

And I sit here working on a petition and I am in communication with a couple of political party stakeholders, and I am thinking, what for if everyone on this side is a jerk? What am I fighting for? If I would be friends with none of you, why do it? For the good of all women, to attack me, judge me, and worse?

What good is getting things done to protect women when these same women attack one another?

Is it?

I am just going to leave this here.