I admit I am fairly new to the gender critical community, however as I think back I recall I always found the so called "gender/trans ideology" somehow troubling. I couldn't quite put my finger on it though, and wasn't really invested in looking into it - it just seemed a bit off, every time I read about it.
I then accidentally stumbled across a discussion on an internet forum where women were trying to desperately figure out this "essence" of womanhood (the magical feeling gender ideologists insist exists, and it's that feeling that defines your sex, not your biological reality).
It was an interesting discourse and none of the women could pinpoint how it felt like to be a woman. Essentially, they all saw themselves as human, and their biological sex was just something that they were born into. While it obviously meant that certain things were experienced in a vastly different way to men, the conclusion was: there was no woman-brain. No sensation of being a woman per se.
It was then that I finally had my little lightbulb moment. That was what had always irked me about gender ideology - the notion that womanhood was supposedly some feeling we all shared. I started thinking about it more after that and tried to figure out when had I last "felt like a woman?" Really, strongly, felt like a woman?
Was it when I had refused an unknown man's advances, who then proceeded to aggressively, repeatedly yell at me how he'd "stretch my pink pussy" in broad daylight?
Was it when I woke up in a pool of blood as my period had sneak attacked me overnight?
Was it when I was deadly afraid I was pregnant?
Was it when I found out I was indeed pregnant, and had to go through a harrowing thought process that led me to finally have an abortion?
Was it when I was belittled and underestimated and being called a girl, even though I knew more of the subject than the men I was talking to (and was certainly no girl anymore)?
Was it when I was holding off tears in my workplace bathroom as my period cramps burned through me and I had already taken my last pain killer?
Was it when I was made to believe my biggest achievement in life would be to become a wife and bear children?
Was it when I was being told a woman should never be this loud, aggressive and foul-mouthed?
Was it when complete strangers and intimate partners saw it appropriate to judge and evaluate my body; when they made it exceptionally clear that my physical body and reality was - and would always be - a mere object, a fulfillment of sexual desires of men?
Was it when health care professionals of all areas dismissed and diminished my physical and mental pains, time after time?
These are but a few of the moments when I thought: I would not be experiencing this were I a man. In these instances I acutely "felt like a woman" - and it's absolutely crucial to note: this was only due to my biological sex and the widespread misogynistic attitudes towards women.
I cannot wish away my womanhood, nor do I want to do that. I was born into this female body and there is nothing I can do to change that. I also never felt I had been born into a wrong body, even though - as a lot of women will know - sometimes I kind of wished I could rip off my ovaries, for example.
Just as I cannot "feel" my womanhood away and start living off my life as a man based on that feeling, no man can "feel like a woman" and hijack womanhood by a completely artificial sensation. They can be effeminate, feminine, wear skirts and lipstick - yet, that does not take away their real biological sex (man).
I also strongly refuse to use any pointless prefixes when I speak of myself (or in fact, other women). There is no subclass of women called "ciswomen" - there's just women. To even suggest that natal, biological women are something other, secondary, is blatantly ignorant and derogatory. All the while men who "feel like a woman" get to use the word without prefixes: to suggest they'd e.g. be transwomen, is literal violence - according to them.
To conclude: I am a woman - and there is no mythical sensation that tells me it is so: I know it to be so because I am aware of biological facts.
How about you, other women - have YOU figured out what this Shania-Twain-like feeling would be? This odd notion that allows e.g. a 37-year-old Andrew - with his very male reproductive system, and having lived his entire life as a biological man - claim that he is now a woman?
(Small disclaimer: I am very much aware that there are a lot of women who e.g. don't have periods and so on. I myself, while having being pregnant, will never have my own children and go through childbirth, and so on. And yet, while we all have our own very personal physiological differences, one thing remains: we're all still women. And I'd bet there are as many "sensations of being a woman" as there are women on this entire planet).
Edit: grammar
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